Nel Tu
Struggling Amidst Chaos: A Journey of Self-Reflection
Lyrics
The tides been swaying, my mind is wavering
The fluctuating emotions and uncertainties are affecting me, symbolized by the swaying tides.
My body trembles is it common, to feel this way
I'm experiencing physical and emotional tremors, questioning if this is a common sensation.
Cause on the late feel like I'm waiting for something to happen
Feeling a sense of anticipation or longing during late hours, waiting for something significant.
I'm feeling trapped and all this smoking and pitiful habits
Feeling confined and distressed, resorting to smoking and unhealthy habits, causing self-inflicted pain.
Stabbing my chest
Expressing the intensity of emotional pain with a vivid image of stabbing in the chest.
Why don't I change it?
Questioning the reluctance to change, despite acknowledging that it would be for the better.
It's for the better
Reinforcing the belief that change is beneficial, perhaps expressing a desire for personal improvement.
And I can see it I'm just saying
Acknowledging awareness of positive changes but emphasizing the need to vocalize it.
I don't want static,
Expressing a desire to avoid conflicts or negative energy, seeking a peaceful state.
it's always action
Contrasting a preference for action over static situations, emphasizing a dynamic lifestyle.
Won't you save me
An appeal for assistance or salvation from a challenging situation.
Told me "you made me"
Recalling words spoken by someone significant, possibly acknowledging influence or impact.
Thought it was different now we distant
Reflecting on a past belief that things were different, but now feeling distant from that reality.
Like in an instant
Describing a sudden and complete reduction or disappearance of something significant.
It all diminished
Highlighting a sense of loss or diminishment, possibly in relationships or personal aspects.
I'm in my mind lil bitch I'm feel I'm insane
Feeling mentally distressed, suggesting a perception of insanity or inner turmoil.
And you can hear it in my voice when I'm speaking on my pain
Expressing emotional pain audibly, indicating that it's evident in the way the speaker talks.
But who's to blame, we're not the same I'm steady chasing the chains
Acknowledging differences with someone else, actively pursuing elusive goals represented by "chasing the chains."
Still I can't help but feel alone with everything in my way
Despite the pursuit, a persistent feeling of loneliness amid life's challenges.
Oh that lil hoe she wanna talk lil bitch go walk the highway
Addressing someone dismissively, suggesting they should handle their own issues independently.
You better watch yo fuckin tone and get the fuck out my face
Asserting boundaries with a warning about disrespectful behavior and intrusion.
Till in the end I'm all alone with demons all in my space
Anticipating a solitary end with the presence of metaphorical demons in the speaker's personal space.
And now I'm running thru this hell and yet I'm keeping my pace
Enduring a challenging experience, possibly life's hardships, while maintaining a determined pace.
Hey
A concluding expression that leaves room for interpretation, possibly indicating resilience or endurance.
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