30 Days
Embracing Redemption: A Journey Through Thirty Days of Inner Struggle
Lyrics
An inescapable choice to make
An unavoidable decision lies ahead
I've torn my body down
I have exhausted myself physically
Drinking to keep my mind to stay awake
Resorting to alcohol to keep my mind alert
Now it feels like I ́m shutting down
Currently, it seems like I am shutting down emotionally
Thirty days in a row, with myself
Thirty consecutive days spent in self-reflection
Thirty days in a row, hope it'll keep me from crying
Hoping this self-imposed isolation prevents me from breaking into tears
Thirty days in a row, with myself
Continuing the thirty-day journey of self-discovery
Thirty days in a row, it will keep me from lying
Anticipating that this period will help me refrain from falsehood
Counting the days till I am free again
Counting down until I regain my freedom
But I'll know I need more than this
Aware that my current state requires more than the passage of time
Poison that runs throughout my blood vain
Acknowledging a toxic substance coursing through my veins
Thirty days, hope I can resist
Hoping to resist the impact of thirty days of this poison
Thirty in a row, with myself
Continuing the solitary journey of thirty days
Thirty days in a row, hope it'll keep me from crying
Expressing hope that this solitude shields me from tears
Thirty days in a row, with myself
Persisting in the thirty-day period of self-isolation
Thirty days in a row, it will keep me from lying
Believing that it will prevent me from resorting to lies
I wanna breath, I wanna run forever
Expressing a desire to breathe freely and run endlessly
With a strong and immortal heart
Yearning for a resilient and enduring heart
I wanna sing without an aching pressure
Expressing a longing to sing without the burden of pain
I do need a restart
Acknowledging the need for a fresh start
I am done, with myself, well at least for thirty days
Announcing a temporary break from self-reflection, at least for thirty days
I am done, with myself, well at least for thirty days
Reiterating the decision to take a break from self-awareness
Thirty days in a row..
Concluding the repetition of thirty days in isolation
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