Lyrics
Every now and then I think, how do I get this burden of my shoulders
Reflecting on the burden and seeking a way to alleviate it
And every time I blame it on myself I feel like I'm 5 years older
Self-blame and feeling the weight of experiences aging the speaker
It feels like I'm falling
Sense of descending or losing control
Into a million pieces
Feeling shattered or fragmented
It feels like I'm drowning
Sensation of being overwhelmed and struggling with inner struggles
I'm fighting off my demons
Fighting internal conflicts or personal demons
Here's to the mess I make, the rules I break
Celebrating mistakes and rule-breaking
I know, but I'm still learning
Acknowledging a learning process despite making mistakes
To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes
Acknowledging challenging and lonely days with a bitter aftertaste
I'm ready and I'm burning
Expressing readiness and determination to face challenges
Cause now I'm wiser
Claiming newfound wisdom or insight
I'm wiser
Reiteration of the speaker's increased wisdom
Maybe I'm a mess inside my head but I guess there's something that controls me
Admitting to internal struggles but recognizing external influences
Should I listen to my heart and go right back to the start, oh won't you show me, baby
Considering whether to follow one's heart and return to the beginning
It feels like I'm falling
Repeating the feeling of descending or losing control
Into a million pieces
Reiterating the sense of being shattered or fragmented
Here's to the mess I make, the rules I break
Celebrating mistakes and rule-breaking (repeated theme)
I know, but I'm still learning
Emphasizing the ongoing learning process despite mistakes
To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes
Repeating acknowledgment of challenging and lonely days
I'm ready and I'm burning
Reiterating readiness and determination to face challenges
Cause now I'm wiser
Restating the speaker's claim of newfound wisdom
I'm wiser
Reiteration of the speaker's increased wisdom
Now I'm wiser
Further emphasis on the speaker's claimed wisdom
I'm wiser
Reiteration of the speaker's increased wisdom
All the mess I make, the rules I break
Reflecting on the mess made and rules broken (repeated theme)
I know, but I'm still learning
Acknowledging the continuous learning process despite mistakes
To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes
Repeating acknowledgment of challenging and lonely days
I'm ready and I'm burning
Reiterating readiness and determination to face challenges
Here's to the mess I make, the rules I break
Repeating celebration of mistakes and rule-breaking
I know, but I'm still learning
Emphasizing the ongoing learning process despite mistakes
To all those lonely days, the bitter tastes
Repeating acknowledgment of challenging and lonely days
I'm ready and I'm burning
Reiterating readiness and determination to face challenges
Cause now I'm wiser
Final assertion of newfound wisdom or insight
I'm wiser
Reiteration of the speaker's increased wisdom (closing line)
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