Lyrics
Can't feel bad for myself no more
Expressing a lack of self-pity
I gotta get to the bag I know
Motivation to pursue financial success
Can't cos I'm stuck in the past I know
Feeling stuck in the past but acknowledging it
Relax I know
Encouraging oneself to relax
Don't crash oh no
Caution against a potential emotional breakdown
Energy I can't react no more
Unable to react to negative energy
Trying to get myself back I know
Striving to regain self-identity
It's hard when you being attacked I know
Difficulty coping with criticism
Relax I know
Reiterating the need to relax under pressure
Don't crash Oh no
Emphasizing the importance of avoiding a breakdown
Trying to stay to myself (I can't)
Struggling to maintain isolation
Alcohol don't even help the pain
Alcohol not providing relief from pain
Why everyone gotta be the same
Questioning societal conformity
I take the blame
Accepting responsibility for one's actions
Drive me insane
Feeling overwhelmed and driven to insanity
Staying afloat trying to maintain
Striving to stay afloat amidst challenges
Feel the hate running straight through my veins
Experiencing hatred affecting one's essence
Why everyone gotta be the same
Repeating the theme of societal uniformity
I take the blame
Continuing to take responsibility for actions
Drive me insane oh
Intensifying feelings of insanity
DND I'm unavailable
Indicating unavailability, possibly emotionally
Pills to cop a feel some shit don't change I know
Using pills as a coping mechanism with awareness of no change
Laugh right in my face why did I even try
Reflecting on facing ridicule despite efforts
How it feel to know that you can't say goodbye
Questioning the difficulty of saying goodbye
DND I'm unavailable
Reiterating emotional unavailability
Pills to cop a feel some shit don't change I know
Continuation of using pills as coping, acknowledging lack of change
Laugh right in my face why did I even try
Revisiting the theme of facing ridicule despite trying
This next verse for you I hope you feel me die
Addressing the listener with a personal struggle
My own mom don't love me back no more
Expressing a perceived lack of maternal love
Crazy that shit be an act fasho
Recognizing insincerity in certain behaviors
Glad I learned how to adapt I know
Adapting to challenges and evolving positively
Don't snap oh no what's that oh no
Warning against snapping or losing control
Thoughts creeping up I feel trapped oh no
Feeling trapped by intrusive thoughts
Gun to my head take the strap oh no
Expressing a desperate situation with a gun to the head
Hopeless my body collapsed oh no
Feeling completely hopeless and physically collapsing
I snapped oh no
Reacting with a loss of control
You said oh no no
Recalling someone's disbelief or denial
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