midnight, thinking about suicide
Emotional Turmoil Unveiled: IFEELLIKEAMOVIE's Midnight Reflections
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I am isolating myself, oh
I am withdrawing from others, feeling isolated.
I've been doing non-stop, I can't stop
I've been continuously engaged in something, unable to cease.
You took all the shit that I adore
You've taken away things that were precious to me.
Now I just want to bury myself
Now, I just want to disappear or escape.
If I let you go you'll know that I am worth less
If I release you from my life, I fear my own worth will diminish.
I met many people and forgot their names after
I've met numerous people but can't remember or connect with them.
I slap my cheeks every morning and say "fuck this"
I physically react in frustration every morning, expressing disdain.
And crying while doing the same fucking routine
I'm experiencing emotional pain while stuck in a repetitive daily routine.
I hate the amount of weight that I am losing
I dislike the significant amount of weight I'm losing.
I hate to read the messages that I'm getting
I dislike the content or implications of the messages I receive.
I do not want to eat the junk that I'm eating
I don't want to consume the unhealthy food I'm eating.
After all this shit I am still not fucking happy
Despite enduring all these struggles, I'm still not finding happiness.
I am isolating myself, oh
I feel disconnected and secluded from others.
I've been doing non-stop, I can't stop
I've been persistently engaged, unable to break free.
You took all the shit that I adore
You've taken away things that were deeply cherished.
Now I just want to bury myself
Now, I simply desire to vanish or escape my current situation.
I am isolating myself, oh
I'm isolating myself, feeling detached.
I've been doing non-stop, I can't stop
I've been consistently occupied without respite.
You took all the shit that I adore
You've deprived me of things that meant a lot to me.
Now I just want to bury myself
Now, I just want to escape or disappear.
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