Mental Hellth
Emotional Turmoil Unveiled: Quinn Ayers' Mental Health Journey
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Five, four, three, two
Counting down, possibly indicating a sense of urgency or impending action
They say I'm perfect but I feel dead inside
Externally perceived as perfect, but internally feeling emotionally dead
I don't like pictures cause they make me rewind
Discomfort with reminiscing through pictures due to negative associations
Shit takes a toll and I will surely b-line
Struggling with difficulties and aiming to quickly move away from them
Go fuck yourself if you don't wanna be mine
Expressing disregard for those unwilling to reciprocate feelings or support
I've been feeling myself and shit I'm feeling like hell
Feeling a sense of personal degradation and suffering emotionally
I feel all these emotions taking over my health
Being overwhelmed by various emotions affecting physical well-being
Shouldn't talk to other people cause i know I'm not well
Awareness of mental instability, thus avoiding interactions with others
But I been doing just fine
Claiming to be managing despite internal struggles
It's just my mental health
Attributing hardships solely to mental health issues
It's just my mental health
Reiteration of attributing struggles to mental health conditions
I peak through curtains just to see what's behind
Curiosity or desire to explore what lies beyond immediate perception or understanding
My doctor gives me meds I take with cheap wine
Reliance on medication, possibly coupled with unhealthy coping mechanisms
I test my luck because your standard's too high
Testing boundaries due to perceived unrealistic expectations
Go fuck yourself if you don't think I'll be fine
Rejecting negative opinions and expressing confidence in personal resilience
I've been feeling myself and shit I'm feeling like hell
Repetition of feeling emotionally distressed
I feel all these emotions taking over my health
Intense emotions impacting overall physical well-being
Shouldn't talk to other people cause I know I'm not well
Choosing isolation due to awareness of mental instability
But I been doing just fine
Claiming to cope well despite acknowledged struggles
It's just my mental health
Reiterating that struggles stem from mental health issues
It's just my mental health
Emphasizing the association of difficulties with mental health conditions
Am I okay?
Questioning personal well-being
I'm doing fine
Repetition of reassuring oneself or others about personal well-being despite potential struggles
Am I okay?
-I'm doing fine
-Am I okay?
-I'm doing fine
-Am I okay?
Reiteration of self-reassurance
Five, four, three, two
Counting down again, possibly indicating a cyclical or repetitive nature of emotions
I've been feeling myself and shit I'm feeling like hell
Repetition of earlier themes regarding emotional distress and self-perceived management of mental health challenges
I feel all these emotions taking over my health
-Shouldn't talk to other people cause I know I'm not well
-But I been doing just fine
-It's just my mental
-I've been feeling myself and shit I'm feeling like hell
-I feel all these emotions taking over my health
-Shouldn't talk to other people cause I know I'm not well
-But I been doing just fine
-It's just my mental health
-It's just my mental health
Final emphasis on the attribution of struggles to mental health
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