Lyrics
I'm paranoid, I can't sleep well
I'm experiencing paranoia, disrupting my sleep.
I'm living in my pretty hell
My current situation feels like a beautiful but troubling hell.
And I'm stuck under her pretty spell
I feel entrapped under the influence of someone's charming spell.
It seems I'm a bother so I'll go away
It appears I'm causing trouble, so I'll remove myself.
Wait until you miss me and
Wait until my absence makes you realize and miss me.
I'm waltzing back in so we can get even
I plan to return confidently, seeking equality in our relationship.
And I'm stuck in this loop
Feeling stuck in a repetitive cycle or pattern.
I don't even know how to get out
I'm uncertain about how to break free from this loop.
And I'm afraid to try
Fearful of attempting change, possibly due to anticipated negative outcomes.
I'm almost certain that it'll go south
Expecting that any attempt at change may result in a negative direction.
What do you want from me?
Questioning what the other person desires from the speaker.
Why do you talk 'bout me?
Expressing confusion about why the other person talks about the speaker.
What do you want from me?
Repetition of the question about the other person's expectations.
Why can't I just be left on the street?
Wishing to be left alone and not bothered.
Why can't I just be left alone?
Reiterating the desire to be left alone.
Sitting in my room
Describing a moment of solitude in a room.
And just thinking 'bout my life
Reflecting on life while being alone and contemplating.
While I'm texting my girl on the phone
Multitasking by texting the speaker's girl and thinking about life.
I reflect on me
The speaker reflects on themselves and their actions.
While you do all what you please
While the other person does as they please without concern for the speaker.
I just beg you to leave me alone
Pleading with the other person to give the speaker space and leave them alone.
Sitting in my room
Repetition of the earlier scenario in the room, emphasizing solitude.
And just thinking 'bout my life
Continuing the reflection on life and communication with the girl.
While I'm texting my girl on the phone
Similar to the earlier scene, emphasizing the speaker's introspection.
I reflect on me
Reflecting on oneself while the other person continues without regard.
While you do all what you please
Repetition, highlighting the asymmetry in the relationship.
I just beg you to leave me alone
Reiterating the plea for solitude and being left alone.
Sitting in my room
Repetition to emphasize the speaker's isolation and contemplation.
And just thinking 'bout my life
Continuing the theme of being alone and reflecting on life.
While I'm texting my girl on the phone
Texting the girl while introspecting and asking for personal space.
I reflect on me
Reflecting on oneself while the other person remains indifferent.
While you do all what you please
Repetition, emphasizing the one-sided nature of the relationship.
I just beg you to leave me alone
A final plea for the other person to respect the speaker's need for solitude.
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