Lyrics
(At least I'm trying, you know?)
Expressing an effort to improve or change, seeking acknowledgment.
(But I don't want to try)
Declaring a reluctance to make an effort or try anymore.
I'ma good soul, hate the feeling of being unwanted
Identifying as a good-hearted person but feeling the pain of rejection.
I'm screaming fuck love, my past really haunts me
Rejecting the concept of love due to haunting memories from the past.
Taking more drugs, I don't want to feel nothing
Turning to substance abuse to numb emotional pain.
I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it
Acknowledging the need for help but refusing to pursue it.
I'ma good soul, hate the feeling of being unwanted
Reiteration of the internal struggle with feelings of being unwanted and the avoidance of help.
I'm screaming fuck love, my past really haunts me
-Taking more drugs, I don't want to feel nothing
-I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it
-I'ma good soul, hate the feeling of being unwanted
-I'm screaming fuck love, my past really haunts me
-Taking more drugs, I don't want to feel nothing
-I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it
-Sorry, if I really act like an A-hole
Apologizing for behavior that may be perceived as unpleasant.
All I really know is I'm not okay though
Expressing a lack of well-being and a desire for understanding.
I just really want to know why
Pleading for an explanation or reason for personal struggles.
My head
Symbolic depiction of internal conflict, suggesting a tendency to deceive oneself.
Seems
-To
-Always
-Lie
-I'ma good soul, hate the feeling of being unwanted
Revisiting feelings of being unwanted and haunted by a past love, acknowledging the reality of suicide.
I'm screaming fuck love, my past really haunts me
-Taking more drugs, I don't want to feel nothing
-I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it
-Still trying to figure out where I went wrong
-I don't know why I make these songs
-About a girl I loved and where it went wrong
-Suicide's real, yeah
-Now, she's gone
Noting the irreversible loss of someone important, likely related to suicide.
I'ma good soul, hate the feeling of being unwanted
Repeating the cycle of inner turmoil, drug use, and avoidance of help.
I'm screaming fuck love, my past really haunts me
-Taking more drugs, I don't want to feel nothing
-I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it
-I'ma good soul, hate the feeling of being unwanted
-I'm screaming fuck love, my past really haunts me
-Taking more drugs, I don't want to feel nothing
-I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it
-(I know I need help, but nevermind, I don't want it)
Reiterating the awareness of needing help but persistently refusing it.
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