Lyrics
I'm so sick and tired of running around
I'm exhausted from constant movement
Chasing love I run her into the ground
Pursuing love has worn her out
Knocking at the door but you don't open it now
Knocking on the door, but you're not responding
I know you're in there, but she don't make a sound
I know you're there, but she remains silent
24 months that you waited
Waited for 24 months
You gave it all up for a player
Gave up everything for someone not genuine
You came home you said I'm wasted
Returned home, admitting to being wasted
No girl you should know I'm faded
Clarifying that he's not in a good state
Faded, waiting
Feeling faded and waiting
Living life outside of the matrix
Living a life outside of conventional norms
I'm just trying outrun all the pavement
Trying to escape the difficulties of life
Looking for a jungle out of Empire State, yeah
Searching for excitement away from the city
Can't make up my mind, girl it's havoc
Indecisive, causing chaos in the relationship
One minute calm than its panic
Alternating between calmness and panic
Swear that I had it under wraps
Thought he had everything under control
But now I look back and it's tragic
Reflecting on the past, realizing it's tragic
Fuck that it's tragic
Emphasizing the tragic nature of the situation
And it's breaking my heart baby
Expressing heartbreak over the situation
Knowing I drive you crazy
Regretting causing distress
How can I live with myself knowing I am the reason
Confronting guilt for being the cause of her pain
That you're in this way
Recognizing responsibility for her emotional state
How can I look in the mirror and tell myself everything's gon' be ok?
Questioning self-assurance and well-being
What bout the man of your dreams that I never meant to go and push out the picture?
Acknowledging unintentional actions affecting dreams
Now when you talk bout the future I realise I'm not that somebody with ya
Realizing he may not be the right person for her
Pull up, baby
Arriving or approaching
Guess that I played myself, thought I saved myself
Recognizing personal mistakes and consequences
But I'm falling
Facing a downfall or decline
Pick up the phone girl I'm calling
Urging to communicate through a call
No I don't ask, I'm demanding
Asserting without seeking permission
And every week man I swear it's the same old thing
Experiencing repetitive issues
It's the same old game girl I'm sorry
Apologizing for a recurring pattern
Monday is high but Wednesday you crying bout some scene that I didn't star in
Highlighting emotional highs and lows
So what's it gonna be
Prompting a decision
What you wanna say?
Asking for honest communication
I cannot relate
Expressing inability to understand
I cannot sit on the phone with you while we waste away
Unable to endure long conversations
Something's gotta change
Recognizing the need for change
I see those tears on your face and it's bad but I hope that it's me that you're crying for
Seeing her cry, hoping it's for him
Make sure to tell you I love you before I gotta go back to writing the song
Expressing love before focusing on career
Yeah
Confirming an action or agreement
I guess
Reflecting on a situation
The grass has always been greener from where I was standing
Perceiving things as better elsewhere
You thought I was crazy but look at what happened
Realizing the unexpected outcome
I thought I could save ya but look what I managed
Admitting inability to rescue her
Guess I'm just a hopeless romantic
Identifying as a romantic without hope
Girl what do you want me to say to you
Seeking clarity on her expectations
I'm not gon' play with you
Being straightforward about intentions
There's not enough room in your heart for two
Acknowledging limited space in her heart
And I can't keep guessing what changed your mood
Unable to understand her changing emotions
Call me back if I get through to you
Requesting a response if the message is received
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