Lyrics
These figures that haunt me
Feeling haunted by certain figures or memories.
Gripping me from inside
Sensation of being gripped or affected internally.
Redirect my state of mind
Desire to change or control one's mental state.
Render all of these bedridden fears
Overcoming fears that confine to bed, gaining strength.
So that I only see red from the inside
Seeing intense emotions (red) within oneself.
Inside my head
Struggling with thoughts and emotions within the mind.
The outside claws it’s way in and infects my dreams
External influences negatively impacting dreams.
These dreams I have are not the same
Changes in dreams, possibly turning into nightmares.
Becoming nightmares,
Continuous and persistent nightmares.
it’s constant,
Emphasizing the constant nature of the nightmares.
and tearing my being
Nightmares causing gradual destruction of one's self.
Piece by piece I slip away
A gradual loss of self, piece by piece.
From the only things I know
Drifting away from familiar aspects of life.
These things I’ve begun to hate
Developing hatred for things once known and familiar.
Hyper vigilant soul get away from me
Anxiety or paranoia wanting to separate from the soul.
While vibrant hearts shine bright
A contrast between troubled souls and vibrant hearts.
You fill me with disease
Feeling contaminated or burdened by someone or something.
Hyper vigilant soul get away from me
Repeating the desire to break free from hyper-vigilance.
Release me from your grasp and
Requesting release from the intense grip of anxiety.
let me breath
Asking for space and the ability to breathe freely.
Let me breath
Repetition emphasizes the plea for freedom and breath.
Let me breath
Intensifying the desperate need for breath.
I can’t breath
An expression of suffocation or being unable to breathe.
(Ha ha ha)
Laughter possibly masking inner struggles or pain.
(Get away from me, leave me alone)
Explicitly rejecting external influences and seeking solitude.
(ha ha ha you’ll never get rid of me)
An internal struggle against a persistent force.
Trapt inside
A sense of being trapped internally.
Holding tight
Emphasizing the tight grip of internal struggles.
Trapt inside
Reiteration of feeling trapped and restricted.
Holding tight
Repeating the idea of holding tightly to internal conflicts.
Tossing and turning
Restlessness and unease portrayed through tossing and turning.
My eyes are burning Flashbacks inside my head
Intense emotional turmoil, possibly related to past experiences.
Constant reminders of dreary reactions
Continual reminders of unpleasant reactions and experiences.
Walls are painted red
Symbolic representation of intense emotional pain (painted red walls).
With the blood of the innocent
Association of pain with the suffering of innocent individuals.
I’m Hyper vigilant
Reiteration of being hyper-vigilant and alert.
Could this be all in my head?
Doubt about the reality of the struggles, questioning if it's in the mind.
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