Lyrics
I know you hate it that I'm nonchalant
I acknowledge that you dislike my indifference
I can't help girl the world just put me in that box
I can't control it; external factors have confined me
Long life of trauma had to take my heart and close the lock
A history of pain led me to protect my emotions
Long life of drama think they trouble even when they not
Life has been filled with unnecessary problems
Been tryna focus on my bag
Striving to focus on financial success
In the midst I lost myself I really don't know who I am
In pursuing success, I lost my true self
The plane is taking flight God I'm just playing that we land
Expressing uncertainty about the future despite success
On stages going crazy feel at home with all my fans
Performing on stage feels like home with fans
I wonder if they knew the true me would they really be my fans
Questioning if fans would still support the real me
Would my family call me fam
Contemplating if family would treat me as one of their own
I'm not perfect but she love me it's so hard to understand
Despite imperfections, someone loves me, which is hard to grasp
It's so hard to be a man
Expressing the difficulties of being a man
When life ain't give you options you just gotta take a chance
Life offers limited options; taking risks is necessary
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Admitting to facing challenges or struggles
Most my problems I just blamed em on my dad lately
Attributing personal issues to parental influence
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Reiterating the acknowledgment of personal struggles
I been out here tryna be a better man baby
Striving to become a better person
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Reflecting on personal challenges and their origins
Most my problems I just blamed em on my dad lately
Expressing the ongoing journey to self-improvement
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Continuing efforts to evolve into a better person
I been out here tryna be a better man baby
Reaffirming the commitment to personal growth
I think last night the longest that I ever prayed
Recalling a significant moment of prayer
I pray this time will be the time I really change
Hoping for genuine personal transformation this time
I asked momma when she wanting me to move out
Discussing future plans with mother
She told me take my time save up money for that new house
Mother advises taking time to save for a new home
People switching that exactly what that cash do
Observing changes in people due to financial motives
They get mad and start bringing up my past too
People become upset and bring up past mistakes when angered
And I know I'm forgiven and I'm chosen
Believing in forgiveness and a divine calling
Long way to heaven if you going through the motions
The journey to heaven is challenging but meaningful
And that's real talk
Expressing authenticity and honesty
No one on my team counting favors
Emphasizing a lack of reliance on favors
If you touch one of mine you kiss that smith just like you Jada
Warning against harm to loved ones
I'm known to make my plate dog I've never been a cater
Independence even when struggling
Even back when I was failing class cam would slide his test paper
Recalling support from a friend during academic challenges
He was looking out now we on two different routes
Diverging paths with a friend, one towards graduation, the other in music
He close to graduating I'm still rapping hope I make it
Expressing hope for success in the music industry
Hope I finally find some peace
Desiring peace and freedom from personal struggles
Hope I break right off the leash
Yearning to break free from limitations
Been depressed and I been stressed cause life ain't really what it seems
Acknowledging struggles with depression and stress
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Reiterating the admission of personal challenges
Most my problems I just blamed em on my dad lately
Linking personal issues to parental influence
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Continuing the journey to self-improvement
I been out here tryna be a better man baby
Striving to become a better person
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Reflecting on personal challenges and their origins
Most my problems I just blamed em on my dad lately
Expressing the ongoing journey to self-improvement
I got it bad baby I got it bad baby
Continuing efforts to evolve into a better person
I been out here tryna be a better man baby
Reaffirming the commitment to personal growth
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