Lyrics
I've been crying
Feeling emotional distress and expressing it through tears.
'Cause I don't know what I want
Experiencing uncertainty or confusion about personal desires and needs.
I've been crying
Continuing to cry, possibly due to ongoing emotional struggles.
The hard drug you put me on
Referring to the negative impact of a potent influence or relationship.
Stuck here staring at the door
Feeling stuck or trapped, contemplating the exit represented by the door.
Don't know what I stay here for
Expressing uncertainty about the purpose or reason for remaining in a situation.
I've been crying
Reiterating the emotional turmoil experienced, emphasizing its persistence.
I've been crying
Repetition to underscore the intensity of the emotional state.
It's such a tall price to pay
Highlighting the high cost or consequences of actions, possibly related to the next line.
For giving all my cards away
Regret for revealing vulnerabilities or giving away one's advantages.
Thought you were the one for me
Believing the person was the right match, but experiencing disappointment.
While you let me down
Feeling let down or betrayed by the person in question.
So I've keep crying
Continuing to cry without clarity on personal desires or goals.
Can't figure out what I want
Expressing difficulty in understanding one's own desires or needs.
I've been crying
Persisting emotional distress, possibly linked to a harmful influence.
The hard drug you put me on
Reiterating the negative impact of a strong influence or substance.
Stuck here staring at the door
Feeling stuck and uncertain, gazing at a metaphorical exit.
Don't know what I stay here for
Questioning the purpose or reason for staying in a challenging situation.
I've been crying
Emphasizing the continued experience of emotional pain.
I've been crying
Reiteration for emphasis on the ongoing emotional struggle.
We got way too much history
Acknowledging a lengthy shared history, possibly with challenges.
Can't let go of hard memories
Struggling to move on from difficult or painful memories.
You made me think I'm terrible
Feeling negatively influenced to believe in one's own unworthiness.
When you yell it's unbearable
Describing the emotional impact of the other person's anger.
What if I hang you out to dry?
Contemplating the idea of ending the relationship abruptly.
Go on my way, don't tell you why
Deciding to move on without providing a detailed explanation.
Imagine you picking up all the pieces
Imagining the other person dealing with the aftermath of the breakup.
Blundering by, you would realize
Envisioning the realization of the consequences of the separation.
That I'm a fool to stick by you
Acknowledging a perceived foolishness in remaining loyal to the person.
A whining child I cater to
Characterizing oneself as catering to the needs of the other person.
I hate that I need you
Expressing a dislike for the dependency on the other person.
I've been crying
Repeating the emotional distress due to uncertainty about personal desires.
'Cause I don't know what I want
Reiterating the confusion and emotional turmoil about personal wants.
I've been crying
Continuing to cry without clarity on personal desires or goals.
The hard drug you put me on
Repeating the negative impact of a strong influence or substance.
Stuck here staring at the door
Persisting feeling of being stuck and uncertain, looking at the door.
Don't know what I stay here for
Questioning the purpose or reason for staying in a challenging situation.
I've been crying
Emphasizing the continued experience of emotional pain.
I've been crying
Reiteration for emphasis on the ongoing emotional struggle.
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