Lyrics
I lost myself
I experienced a sense of self-loss.
But I gained a crutch
I found a coping mechanism or support, symbolized as a crutch.
Made of you and everyone
This support is derived from relationships with others.
And still somehow
Despite the support, I struggled to stand up metaphorically.
I couldn't stand up
I faced difficulties overcoming personal challenges.
My head was too much
My thoughts were overwhelming.
But somehow not enough
Paradoxically, my thoughts felt insufficient in some aspect.
I think sometime
There's a contemplation about personal change in the future.
I will change
The speaker anticipates a future change in themselves.
Closed Casket Material
Introduction of the concept "Closed Casket Material."
Something that's better off underground
Suggests that some things are better left concealed or hidden.
So I gave up
I decided to focus on myself, distancing from others.
On everyone but myself
Attempted self-improvement in mental health.
Tried bettering my mental health
Despite efforts, remained stuck in a challenging situation.
But I got stuck in the same place
Expressing frustration about lack of progress.
It's like a contest
Comparing personal struggles to a contest of suffering.
Who has it worse?
A reflection on the severity of personal hardships.
I think I need some damn rest
Expressing a need for rest and recuperation.
Closed Casket Material
Reiteration of "Closed Casket Material" as something concealed.
Something that's better off underground
Reinforcing the idea that some things are better hidden.
I think I'm Closed Casket Material
The speaker identifies themselves as "Closed Casket Material."
I understand if you don't want me around
Recognizing and accepting the possibility of being unwanted.
Yeah yeah we could try to change
Expressing a willingness to attempt change.
But we both know that things are gonna stay the same
Acknowledging the difficulty of change and the expectation that things may remain unchanged.
I suggest you stay out of my way
Suggesting a desire for personal space and avoidance of interference.
We both need to grow
Recognizing the need for personal growth in both individuals involved.
We need to change
An affirmation of the necessity for change.
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