Lyrics
I've never seen my head like this before
I've never experienced my thoughts like this before, possibly overwhelmed or confused.
I've never tried so hard just to hit the floor
I've never exerted so much effort just to end up on the ground, suggesting a struggle or difficulty.
Maybe I'm just tired but I can't do this anymore
Expressing fatigue and a sense of reaching a breaking point, unable to continue a certain way of living.
Pretending that I'm happy when I'm not happy
Pretending to be happy despite feeling the opposite, possibly to conform or hide true emotions.
Well when I close my eyes it's all same
When shutting out the external world, the internal struggles remain unchanged.
I'm crying in the middle of the rain
Expressing emotional pain, using rain as a metaphorical setting for distress.
So no one else can figure out I'm going insane
Crying in secret to avoid others realizing a mental struggle or deterioration.
I should probably tell somebody, how difficult could that be?
Considering the difficulty of reaching out for help and contemplating whether it's necessary.
Cause I can't escape the world in head
Feeling trapped in one's thoughts, unable to break free from internal struggles.
Can't tune out the voice that thinks I'd rather be dead
Battling intrusive thoughts that suggest a desire for escape or self-harm.
The words keep on raging, can't put them back to bed
Describing persistent and distressing thoughts that cannot be silenced.
Wish that I could pack my bags instead
Expressing a longing to leave behind the mental turmoil and find relief elsewhere.
And escape the world in my head
Reiterating the desire to escape the overwhelming thoughts in the mind.
People stop and ask if I'm okay
Others notice and inquire about the emotional state, questioning if everything is okay.
Playing make-believe with every word they say
Engaging in a facade, pretending and playing along with what others expect to hear.
It begs the question "do I love myself today"?
Pondering self-love and questioning one's emotional state on a given day.
And I don't know the answer. Why do I never know the answer?
Expressing uncertainty and frustration at the inability to answer questions about self.
Cause I can't escape the world in head
Repeating the theme of feeling trapped in one's thoughts, unable to break free.
Can't tune out the voice that thinks I'd rather be dead
Continuing the struggle with intrusive thoughts of self-harm or escape.
The words keep on raging, can't put them back to bed
Describing the relentless nature of distressing thoughts that cannot be silenced.
Wish that I could pack my bags instead
Reiterating the desire to leave behind the mental turmoil and seek solace elsewhere.
And escape the world in my head
Expressing the ongoing struggle of being trapped in one's overwhelming thoughts.
Oooooo
Indicating a prolonged vocalization of emotion, possibly emphasizing the intensity of feelings.
If I could get out of here
Expressing a longing to escape the current situation or mental state.
yeah i would be better now
If able to leave, the expectation is an improvement in the overall well-being.
If i could get my head clear, I know I wouldn't feel so down
Desiring mental clarity as a solution to alleviate the current emotional distress.
If I could get out of here
Repeating the desire to break free from the current situation for a better life.
I would run so far away
If able to escape, there is a desire to put physical distance between oneself and the current challenges.
If I could get my head clear, then maybe I would be okay
Linking mental clarity to a potential improvement in overall well-being and a path towards recovery.
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