on my own
Navigating Shadows: Embracing Solitude in Nellybombs' 'On My Own'
Lyrics
I got issues
I am dealing with personal problems or challenges.
Every day I wake up
Each day, I wake up.
And I'm using all these tissues
I find myself using tissues, possibly due to emotional distress.
Just a sad girl surrounded by happy people
I feel isolated as a sad person among happy individuals.
The queen of wasting all of my time time
I am known for wasting a significant amount of my time.
Yea I'm back on my bull like mike in '95
I'm resuming my reckless behavior similar to Mike in 1995.
I really really try to shine
Despite challenges, I genuinely attempt to stand out positively.
But there's so much wrong with me
I acknowledge there are many flaws or issues within me.
Thoughts in my head
I have troubling thoughts in my mind.
Keep telling me that I'm nothing
My thoughts repeatedly tell me that I am worthless.
Everything that I do
Everything I do feels insufficient.
I feel like its never good enough
I feel my efforts are never up to the mark.
But I stay acting tough
Despite challenges, I project an image of toughness.
I start losing my mind
I begin to lose my sanity or mental stability.
But I say that I'm fine
However, I claim that I am okay.
We both know the truth
We both understand the actual truth of the situation.
It's not me It's you
The problem lies with you, not me.
There's something wrong with me
I acknowledge there is something wrong with me.
I got multiple personalities
I have multiple personalities, indicating internal conflicts.
Self destructing is part of my daily routine
Self-destruction is a regular part of my daily routine.
I wish I could just be alone
I desire solitude and wish to be alone.
On my own
I prefer being on my own.
This shit is next level
The situation or emotions are exceptionally intense.
No matter what I do I know that
Regardless of my actions, I am aware that...
I gotta ask em
I need to ask for permission or approval.
Hey is it ok if I hang
May I spend time with them?
Then they take over my brain
Other influences take control of my thoughts or actions.
People say it's a shame
People express disappointment or disapproval of my situation.
My doctors telling me to take a pill for the pain
My doctor suggests taking medication to alleviate the pain.
Everything I do
Similar to earlier lines, my actions feel inadequate.
I feel like its never good enough
I consistently perceive my efforts as falling short.
But I stay acting tough
I maintain a facade of strength despite challenges.
I start losing my mind
I experience a decline in my mental well-being.
But I say I'm fine
However, I assert that everything is fine.
We both know the truth
We both understand the actual truth of the situation.
It's not me it's you
The issue lies with you, not me.
There's something wrong with me
I acknowledge there is something wrong with me.
I got multiple personalities
I have multiple personalities, indicating internal conflicts.
Self destructing is part of my daily routine
Self-destruction is a regular part of my daily routine.
I wish I could just be alone
I desire solitude and wish to be alone.
On my own
I prefer being on my own.
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