Heartbroke
Heartbroke: Unveiling the Pain and Longing in Ridge Long's Soulful Journey
Lyrics
You don't really love me that's a lie I know it's fabricated
The assertion that the love professed is not genuine and is fabricated or untrue.
You don't really love me that's a lie I know it's fabricated
-You don't really love me that's a lie I know it's fabricated
-You don't never call me unless the conversation advantageous
The absence of regular communication unless it serves a personal advantage or benefit.
I know when you hug me body there but mind in other places
Feeling physically present but emotionally detached or distant, evident in physical affection but mental absence.
Can't save no hoe no S on my chest guess I'm not courageous
Feeling unable or unwilling to rescue or save someone due to a lack of perceived courage.
I come from the pavement me and momma shared my granny basement
Coming from a challenging background, having shared living space in a difficult situation.
They know my location in real life but they be online hatin
Being easily located in real life, but experiencing online negativity or hate.
Name not in no statements I run solid like I'm Walter Payton
Preferring to stay silent in situations and maintain loyalty, drawing a comparison to the solid reputation of a football player, Walter Payton.
When they touchback might spot em 20 just run back my payment
Expecting a specific amount in return, like a football player receiving their payment after achieving a certain goal.
Step off in that club we 30 deep but I still feel alone
Feeling alone despite being surrounded by a group of people.
Remember nights I popped 30's to sleep I was a broken soul
Remembering times of extreme emotional pain and resorting to substances to cope and sleep.
I come from a broken home daddy shootin dope I know
Coming from a family environment with drug addiction and acknowledging this difficult upbringing.
I'm not supposed to make it here they think that losing's all I know
People assuming that failure and loss are the only things one is familiar with, against the odds of success.
Heartbroke
Expressing a broken heart or emotional distress.
I can't feel no more the pain is awful
Feeling emotionally numb due to unbearable pain.
Touched the flame I feel them scars my heart cold
Bearing emotional scars from past experiences, making the heart feel cold or distant.
I see that light but this shit dark and it's a long road
Seeing a glimmer of hope amidst darkness but acknowledging a challenging journey ahead.
Man this pain so awful
Describing the intensity and difficulty of the emotional pain experienced.
Yeah
Expressions of acknowledgment or agreement.
You don't really love me that's a lie I know it's fabricated
-You don't never call me unless the conversation advantageous
-I know when you hug me body there but mind in other places
-Can't save no hoe no S on my chest guess I'm not courageous
-I wish all my brothers was free got too many counting on me
Wishing for the freedom of friends and close ones who are counting on support.
I wish that I could live my dreams count me some M's put on for the team
Desiring personal success and financial abundance to support a collective effort.
I wish my pops wasn't a fiend so he could've been a role model to me
Regretting the absence of a father figure and a positive role model due to addiction.
Followed the cycle and carried the name struggled myself with poppin them thangs
Continuing a cycle of negative behavior and struggling with personal choices.
I wish that I never had met you cause I fell in love and you took it away
Regretting falling in love and subsequently having it taken away.
Look at me over here thinking you special while you put that grin on and lie to my face
Realizing someone's dishonesty and deception despite considering them special.
Played games my whole life then I wound up played just to find out that I don't like the taste
Reflecting on a life of playing games but realizing a dislike for the outcome or taste of deceit.
Karma's a bitch yeah you know what they say come back around and she ruin the day
Understanding the concept of karma and its potential to bring consequences.
Hard to feel love when your filled up with hate guess I got changes that I need to make
Struggling to experience love due to harbored feelings of hate, recognizing the need for personal change.
Honestly I started loving the pain if that shit don't hurt I don't love it the same
Developing an affinity for pain as a measure of love, seeking the familiar in discomfort.
Damn I Don't love it the same
Expressing a dissatisfaction when love or feelings don’t cause pain.
Honestly I started loving the pain if that shit don't hurt I don't love it the same
Developing an affinity for pain as a measure of love, seeking the familiar in discomfort.
Heartbroke
Expressions of acknowledgment or agreement.
I can't feel no more the pain is awful
-Touched the flame I feel them scars my heart cold
-I see that light but this shit dark and it's a long road
-Man this pain so awful
-Yeah
-You don't really love me that's a lie I know it's fabricated
Feeling unable or unwilling to rescue or save someone due to a lack of perceived courage.
You don't never call me unless the conversation advantageous
-I know when you hug me body there but mind in other places
-Can't save no hoe no S on my chest guess I'm not courageous
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