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I feel you inside
I sense your presence or influence
I feel this thorn in my side
I feel a persistent source of pain or difficulty
Its so hard for you to decide
You find it challenging to make a decision
Going back and forth in my life
I'm stuck in a cycle of indecision and uncertainty
But you know all the answers
You possess all the solutions or answers
Shutting me down like a cancer
You reject or dismiss me like a destructive force
So cold and lonely, you watch me die so slowly
You are distant and indifferent, witnessing my slow decline
Take me back to a time before the pain
Take me back to a time before experiencing pain
Take me back to a time before the thunder and rain
Take me back to a time before facing challenges and difficulties
Hold my hand, and tell me its alright
Provide comfort and assurance, say everything is okay
Hold my hand, and tell me its a lie
Reassure me, deny the truth of the situation
Hold my hand, and take me to the light
Guide me towards positivity and enlightenment
Hold my hand, and tell me its alright
Reiterate that everything will be okay
Im constantly extinguishing the pain
I am constantly trying to alleviate emotional suffering
Why do you complicate me? Why do you play these games?
Questioning why there is complexity and emotional manipulation
To tell myself that things will be fine
Telling oneself that everything will eventually improve
Why cant you just forsake me? Why cant you throw me away?
Wondering why you can't simply abandon or reject me
What have we become
Reflecting on the deteriorated state of the relationship
All the lies are making me numb
The falsehoods are desensitizing me emotionally
Its like walking on broken glass
The situation feels painful and delicate
Just trying to push past this
Struggling to move forward despite difficulties
What are we doing here? You've made your message clear
Your intentions or feelings are now clear
I wanna make this last, and put our problems in the past
Desiring to overcome challenges and leave problems behind
But the same old things keep reoccurring
Repeated problems are resurfacing, losing motivation
I think Ive lost the courage
I may have lost the determination to persist
To keep on pushing, pushing, pushing through
Struggling to continue pushing through difficulties
Im constantly extinguishing the pain
I am continuously trying to alleviate emotional suffering
Why do you complicate me? Why do you play these games?
Questioning the reasons behind emotional complexity and manipulation
To tell myself that things will be fine
Telling oneself that everything will eventually improve
Why cant you just forsake me? Why cant you throw me away?
Wondering why you can't simply abandon or reject me
My soul is a wasteland
Describing the emotional state as desolate and barren
My soul is turning to dust
The soul is deteriorating and losing vitality
Why do you complicate me? Why do you play these games?
Questioning the reasons behind emotional complexity and manipulation
Why cant you just forsake me? Why cant you throw me away?
Wondering why you can't simply abandon or reject me
Just throw me away
Expressing a desire to be discarded or ignored
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