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See my mama cry from that pain and it hurt me
Witnessing his mother's pain and suffering deeply affects him emotionally.
I can't even lie this shit deeper than the surface
The challenges and issues he faces go beyond superficial problems.
Got so many scars from people that had hurt
Carries emotional scars from people who have caused him harm.
Can't even trust my family Man that really fucking hurts me
Expresses the difficulty of trusting even his own family due to past hurts.
Late night we was lurking Rolling up and burning
Recounts late-night moments of reflection and bonding over shared pain.
Talking bout everything that breaks a person
Discussions about the things in life that can break a person emotionally.
My brothers opened up admitting they were hurting
His brothers open up about their emotional struggles and pain.
I told them stay alive cause I promise that it's worth it
Encourages his brothers to stay alive, promising that life is worth living.
I just wanna heal from this pain
Expresses a desire to heal from emotional pain.
God please take it away I pray that things will change
Pleads to God to take away the pain and hopes for positive change.
Genuine smiles one day
Aspires for genuine smiles in the future, suggesting a longing for true happiness.
He was only seven when he first shot a ratchet
Narrates a young boy's early exposure to violence.
Aiming down the sight bullseye when he blast it
Details the boy's experience of aiming and shooting a weapon.
His father took him out to the range so he can practice
Father teaches the boy to use a weapon for future necessity.
Cause he knows one day he's gotta have it
Acknowledges the inevitability of having to use the weapon one day.
See my mama cry from that pain and it hurt me
Reiterates the impact of his mother's pain on him emotionally.
I can't even lie this shit deeper than the surface
Emphasizes the profound nature of his struggles beyond the surface.
Got so many scars from people that had hurt me
Reflects on the emotional scars inflicted by others.
Can't even trust my family
Expresses a deep sense of betrayal and difficulty trusting family.
Man that really fucking hurts me
Reiterates the profound emotional impact of mistrust within the family.
Sleeping on the floor all we had was a mattress
Recalls a time when they had little, sleeping on the floor with just a mattress.
Didn't have no food all we had was empty cabinets
Describes a period of scarcity where there was no food in the cabinets.
I don't got it all but I'm glad that I'm past it
Expresses gratitude for overcoming past hardships.
Too scared to go broke so I'm never relapsing
Motivated by a fear of returning to poverty, ensuring financial stability.
Ima be a star mark my words and my actions
Declares a determination to become successful and well-known.
They gonna use my lyrics post it up as their captions
Aware that his lyrics will be quoted by others for their captions.
I was so broke I ain't never going back and
Reflects on a past of financial struggle and commits to not returning to it.
When I perform don't forget about my backend
Reminds the audience not to forget his success when he performs.
See my mama cry from that pain and it hurt me
Revisits the emotional impact of his mother's pain on him.
I can't even lie this shit deeper than the surface
Reiterates the depth of his personal struggles beyond surface-level issues.
Got so many scars from people that had hurt me
Reflects on the emotional scars inflicted by others.
Can't even trust my family man that really fucking hurts me
Reiterates the difficulty in trusting even his family due to past hurts.
I was beat down traumatized I'm still bleeding
Shares the lingering effects of past physical and emotional trauma.
But I'm motivated by that pain I ain't leaving
Draws motivation from pain, committing to overcome and not give up.
Been so paranoid so I gotta play defense
Maintains a defensive mindset due to past experiences of betrayal.
One false move we gonna leave him on the cement
Expresses the consequences of a wrong move leading to violence.
I just wanna heal from this pain
Repeats the desire to heal from emotional pain through divine intervention.
God please take it away
Reiterates the plea to God for relief and positive transformation.
I pray that things will change Genuine smiles one day
Expresses the hope for genuine smiles, indicating a longing for true happiness.
I just wanna heal from this pain
Reiterates the desire to heal from emotional pain through divine intervention.
God please take it away
Reiterates the plea to God for relief and positive transformation.
I pray that things will change Genuine smiles one day
Concludes with a hopeful expression for genuine smiles in the future.
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