Lyrics
One of the things I never told you guys
Expressing a secret or undisclosed information to friends or others
How every summer barely made it out alive
Every summer was a struggle, barely surviving
How all the friends I had were in my head
Friends were imaginary or existed only in the speaker's mind
Built an altar that surrounded my bed
Created a symbolic space of devotion or worship around the bed
And said, "set fire to me!"
Desire for transformation or release from pain
But nothing happened to me
Despite the plea, no change or improvement occurred
Over the summer
During the summer period
Wings grow over and hover over me
Symbolic growth or development, providing protection
What kind of angel'd show their face around here?
Questioning the presence of a positive force in a challenging environment
I'm tired of being alone
Expressing weariness of solitude
But there's not much of a choice around here
Limited options available in the current circumstances
I'm good at being alone
Adaptation to being solitary
But I'm tired of being alone
Desire to change the status quo despite proficiency in solitude
Suffer the bad days
Enduring difficult or unpleasant days
Suffer the insecurities
Dealing with personal doubts or uncertainties
Suffer the consequences
Facing the repercussions or outcomes of silence
Of keeping your mouth shut
Consequences arising from keeping silent about something
Suffer the consequences
Consequences faced due to speaking out or not staying silent
Of not keeping your mouth shut
'Cause what I got left of my mind
The remaining part of the speaker's sanity or self-awareness
That hasn't been twisted or altered by outside stimuli
Parts of the mind unaffected by external influences
Tells me what's right from wrong
Ability to distinguish right and wrong
And hopefully wakes me up in time before you're gone
Hoping to recognize the truth before losing someone
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