Monster
Embracing the Monster Within: A Journey of Self-DiscoveryLyrics
Here we go
Expressing readiness or anticipation for something to happen.
Here we go
Repetition, reinforcing the sense of beginning or embarking on a journey.
I'm a monster
Self-identification as a "monster," suggesting internal struggles or flaws.
I get triggered like a match
Comparison of being triggered to a match, implying a quick and intense emotional reaction.
I explode, and I burn out
Describing an explosive and burning emotional response.
Then my sanity comes right back
Acknowledging a temporary loss of sanity during emotional outbursts.
All those meditations, self-explorations
Highlighting efforts like meditation and self-exploration, yet wounds persist.
Haven't healed away the wounds
Continued struggles with emotional wounds despite attempts at healing.
All the trips to Bali
Referencing travels to Bali, possibly seeking solace or spiritual growth.
Stayed in so many temples
Staying in temples, suggesting a quest for inner peace and enlightenment.
But the shadow dominates my moods
Despite efforts, inner darkness or unresolved issues impact emotions.
Whoa-oh whoa-oh whoa-oh whoa-oh
Repetitive vocals conveying emotional intensity or inner turmoil.
Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
Repeating melody, reinforcing the emotional struggle or turmoil expressed.
Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
-Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
-Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
-I'm a monster
Reiteration of self-identification as a "monster," emphasizing inner challenges.
And I've tried so hard to change
Expressing effort to change, suggesting a desire for personal growth.
But I'm still so judgmental
Acknowledging persistent judgmental tendencies, causing distress to others.
And I'm sorry it's driving you insane
Apologizing for the impact of personal struggles on others.
Yeah yeah, you know
Confirmation of awareness of the impact on others.
Once upon a time I was open and free
Reflecting on a past state of openness and freedom before societal influences.
Wasn't so caught up in what people think
-And how things should be
-But I got tangled in the structures and ideas that weren't me
-And I've been working ever since to find my way
Working to rediscover one's true self, indicating a journey of self-discovery.
Find my way back to me
-Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
Repeating the emotional struggle, reinforcing the internal conflict.
Cause I'm a monster
-Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
-Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
-Cause I'm a monster
Reiteration of self-identification as a "monster," emphasizing internal challenges.
Doo-doo doo-doo doo doo doo doo-doo
Repeating the emotional struggle, underscoring its persistence.
I'm so insecure
Admitting to insecurity, revealing vulnerability.
I get angry (cause I'm a monster)
Linking anger to the self-identified "monster" within.
And you know that
Reiterating the acknowledgment of one's monstrous qualities.
When I'm stressed out
Connecting stress to excessive drinking, further illustrating inner struggles.
Then I drink too much (cause I'm a monster)
Reiterating the connection between self-identified "monster" and excessive drinking.
And you know that
Acknowledging a pattern of behavior when stressed.
Yeah yeah
Reiteration of acknowledgment and possibly seeking understanding or acceptance.
Whoa oh yeah
Expressing intense emotions, possibly frustration or desperation.
Eh yeah
-Woo
-I'm a monster
Reiteration of self-identification as a "monster," emphasizing personal responsibility.
Ooh it's not your fault
Assuring others that their actions are not the cause of the speaker's struggles.
I'm a monster baby
Repetition of self-identification, emphasizing personal accountability for change.
Only I can save me
Empowering oneself to take responsibility for personal growth and change.
Ooh it's not your fault
Reassuring others that they are not to blame for the speaker's challenges.
I'm a monster baby
Repetition of self-identification, reinforcing the speaker's role in personal transformation.
Only I can save me
Affirming personal agency in overcoming internal struggles.
Ooh
Reiteration of the personal responsibility for overcoming inner challenges.
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