Lyrics
Something's fucking wrong with me cause when I feel your love I run
Feeling there's something wrong because when experiencing love, the instinct is to retreat or escape.
Emotions that my therapist says that I need to learn to trust
Struggling to trust emotions as advised by the therapist, implying difficulties in accepting and relying on emotions.
When you say you like the parts of me that I still hate
Acknowledging compliments about certain aspects but still disliking or struggling with those aspects personally.
Swear to me it's fine but I'm convinced it's not okay
Despite reassurances, personally believing that things aren't okay.
The fact that you're so patient with me's killing me
Feeling troubled by the partner's patience, possibly due to a sense of unworthiness or guilt.
I've got to learn
Recognizing the need for personal growth or learning.
How to love these foreign feelings
Desire to understand and embrace unfamiliar emotions or experiences associated with love.
How to jump when I'm on shore
Learning how to take risks or make decisions in love.
How to stay when shit gets real
Committing to staying in a relationship despite challenges.
Before I'm yours
Seeking to make necessary changes or growth before fully committing.
Before I'm yours
Reiteration of the desire for personal growth before committing to a relationship.
I fall in love with strangers fiction characters inside my mind
Falling in love with imaginary or distant figures as a defense mechanism against real emotions.
It's easier than dealing with these feelings that I try to fight
Choosing fictional love as an escape from dealing with challenging emotions.
Scared I'll open up and in the end you're gonna leave
Fear of vulnerability and potential abandonment upon opening up emotionally.
Scared I'm not enough cause you don't like what's really me
Feeling inadequate due to the fear that the partner won't accept the real, unfiltered self.
The fact that you're so patient with me's killing me
Feeling troubled by the partner's patience, possibly due to a sense of unworthiness or guilt (repeated line).
I've got to learn
Recognizing the need for personal growth or learning (repeated line).
How to love these foreign feelings
Desire to understand and embrace unfamiliar emotions or experiences associated with love (repeated line).
How to jump when I'm on shore
Learning how to take risks or make decisions in love (repeated line).
How to stay when shit gets real
Committing to staying in a relationship despite challenges (repeated line).
Before I'm yours
Seeking to make necessary changes or growth before fully committing (repeated line).
Before I'm
Reiteration of the desire for personal growth before committing to a relationship (repeated line).
I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours
Repetition emphasizing the state of belonging to someone or being committed to them.
I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours
-I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours
-How to love these foreign feelings
Desire to understand and embrace unfamiliar emotions or experiences associated with love (repeated line).
How to jump when I'm unsure
Learning how to take risks or make decisions in love when feeling uncertain (repeated line).
How to stay when shit gets real
Committing to staying in a relationship despite challenges, especially when things become difficult (repeated line).
Before I'm yours
Seeking to make necessary changes or growth before fully committing (repeated line).
Before I'm yours
Reiteration of the desire for personal growth before committing to a relationship (repeated line).
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