Lyrics
I can't smell the roses, no I haven't for sometime
I've lost the ability to appreciate positive things; life seems dull.
I guess I'm striking poses every time I step outside
Putting on a facade or adopting a certain demeanor whenever I'm in public.
I keep on running, tryin to beat it with a bottle?
Continuously trying to escape or cope with problems using alcohol.
I thought there was plenty but now their all empty
Initially, there seemed to be many solutions, but now they all seem ineffective.
I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again
Choosing to let positivity and light back into my life.
It's like I saw a woman for the first time and she welcomes me like a friend
Experiencing something new and positive, like discovering a welcoming presence.
And when it's been so long hurting you you forget to believe in grace
After a prolonged period of hurting someone, it's easy to lose faith in redemption.
So many decisions come with a burden- got me crying out loud for CHANGE!
Feeling overwhelmed by the consequences of past decisions, seeking a change.
Broken bathroom mirror, ive not used it for a while
Avoiding self-reflection and facing reality by not using the mirror.
Been avoiding my reflection, that's a symptom of denial
Avoiding acknowledging and dealing with the truth—a form of denial.
I recognise myself today
Coming to terms with oneself and recognizing personal growth.
Little steps, little steps we take
Progressing in small, manageable steps toward positive change.
I threw away the empties boy their were plenty!
Getting rid of the empty bottles, symbolizing a commitment to change.
I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again
Repeating the decision to let positivity and light into life.
It's like I saw a woman for the first time and she welcomes me like a friend
Experiencing a positive encounter that feels like a new beginning.
When it's been so long hurting you forget to believe in grace
Reflecting on the difficulty of believing in redemption after a long period of hurting.
So many decisions come with a burden get me crying out loud for change
Expressing the emotional toll of decisions, crying out for a significant change.
I don't know how this goes and I don't know how it ends
Uncertainty about the future and the outcome of personal transformation.
All I know is that I'm changing
A firm realization that change is happening, and there's no going back.
I won't go back again
Determined not to revert to old habits or patterns.
I don't know where this goes
Uncertainty about the destination or outcome of the current journey.
I don't know where this road is taking me and I don't know if I'll ever find my peace
Expressing doubt about finding inner peace and the unknown path ahead.
I know something's changing me and its happened when
Awareness of personal transformation and its occurrence at a specific moment.
I pulled back those curtains and I let the sun in again
Reiterating the decision to welcome positivity and light into life.
It's like I saw a woman for the first time and she welcomes me like a friend
Experiencing positive encounters and feeling embraced by new possibilities.
When it's been so long hurting you forget to believe in grace
Reflecting on the challenge of believing in redemption after prolonged pain.
So many decisions come with a burden get me crying out loud for change
Expressing the emotional weight of decisions, calling out for significant change.
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