Lyrics
Like you love me when I'm doing good
Desiring affection and recognition during positive times.
'Cause it's kinda hard to see the sun through all of the rain
Struggling to find hope amidst difficult circumstances.
I've been thinking 'bout you since I saw you last
Constantly on the mind since the last encounter.
Yeah we were close, but it was all in the past
Past closeness, but it's history now.
Couple more months went way too fast
Time flew by quickly.
You would never know how I want you back
Longing for a return to a previous relationship.
Would you hold me like you love me when I'm doing good
Seeking affection during times of success.
'Cause it's kinda hard to see the sun through all of the rain
Difficulty finding positivity amid challenges.
I can never smile even if I could
Struggling to express happiness.
I've been holding back tears since you said my name
Emotionally affected since hearing one's name mentioned.
I don't ever really change
Consistency in one's core identity.
I'm the skeleton that you lock deep away inside your closet
Feeling hidden away like an unwanted part.
Flipping through your memories I think I already saw it
Recalling past moments and experiences.
I was there when you got rejected from that college
Witnessing someone's past failures.
Now you see me posting on my gram how I'm balling
Presenting a different image of success now.
Hit me up in DMs saying happy you're alright
Receiving well-wishes privately.
First time in a while I've been smiling through the night
Experiencing rare moments of joy.
Maybe we could catch up and explain about our lives
Suggesting a desire to reconnect and share life updates.
Say I only miss you a little but that's a lie
Admitting to missing the person more than expressed.
Would you hold me like you love me when I'm doing good
Requesting love and care during successful times.
'Cause it's kinda hard to see the sun through all of the rain
Struggling to find positivity amid hardship.
I can never smile even if I could
Difficulty displaying happiness.
I've been holding back tears since you said my name
Emotionally affected since the mention of one's name.
I don't ever really change
Consistency in one's core identity.
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