Lyrics
Opened my eyes
Realization and awakening
I saw everything
Full awareness and perception
Realized I could not change a god damn thing
Acceptance of inability to change circumstances
Paralyzed
Feeling of being immobilized
I cant feel a thing
Numbness or emotional detachment
I can't believe this shit's really happening
Disbelief at the reality unfolding
My poor mind its run out of space
Mental exhaustion and lack of capacity
I search for someone with no form of a trace
Desire to connect with someone elusive
I can't hear his voice I don't know his face
Lack of familiarity with a significant figure
I'm forever stuck in this maze
Feeling trapped and unable to escape
Mind on the past
Reflection on the past
Foot on the gas
Drive forward despite challenges
Destined for last
Sense of destined failure
Comin at yo dojo with a Fo Fo bitch I'm ready to blast
Readiness for confrontation
Ya niggas slept on me ya shoulda paid attention in class
Recognition of underestimated potential
This formality is something and you can't get past it
Frustration with societal formalities
Your career I'm here to put it in a casket
Intent to end another's career
Talking all that shit but afraid to get yo ass whipped
Calling out hypocrisy and fear
I cut for the throat I'm here for the kill I'm ill and that's it
Aggressive determination to succeed
Searching for a home inside this deficit
Seeking belonging in a deficit
This the end of what you know
Declaration of the end of familiarity
I'm sick of running away ill never run again
Decision to stop running from challenges
This is the end I've learned to fight
Embracing the fight and resistance
I'm sick of running away ill never run again
Commitment to face challenges head-on
I should've know you faked it
Realization of deception
Nurturing my heart just to break it
Heartbreak from betrayal
I'm on my fucking own
Embracing independence
Without a place to call home
Feeling of displacement
Searching for warmth in your ghost
Seeking comfort in emptiness
I'm sick of these childish games
Disdain for immature behavior
Ill never look at you the same
Permanent change in perception
Keep pulling all your strings till one snaps
Manipulation and breaking free
How are you the victim yet setting the traps
Recognition of victimhood manipulation
The lies manipulation I had enough of that
Tolerance exhaustion for lies
Beg and cry but bitch I wont be back
Refusal to return despite pleas
You're fucking worthless
Harsh dismissal of worthlessness
I'm sick of running away ill never run again
Decision to stop running from challenges
This is the end I've learned to fight
Embracing the fight and resistance
I'm sick of running away ill never run again
Commitment to face challenges head-on
This the end I've learned to fight
Declaration of the end of familiarity
I'm sick of running away
Finality of refusal to run away
I'm on my fucking own
Embracing independence
I'm sick of running away
Finality of refusal to run away
I'm on my fucking own
Embracing independence
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