Lyrics
As I pray, a crack in my voice
Struggling while praying, feeling emotionally strained
Need to change today, can I make that choice
Desire for change and uncertainty about making that decision
Iron fist in my chest, acid taste of regret
Feeling a heavy burden of regret and tension in the chest
Pain of discipline, will under threat
The difficulty of maintaining determination when facing challenges
Grit my teeth, consider the end
Grimacing and contemplating the potential end or consequences
Find the strength I seek, rue my apathy
Searching for inner strength while regretting past indifference
Will today be wasted, like all the others
Questioning whether today will be wasted like previous days
Can't regulate, never cease to suffer
Unable to control or moderate, enduring continual suffering
I've changed my skin
Undergoing personal change, possibly too rapidly to notice
Too quickly for me, to notice something
Change occurring too fast to keep up with self-evolution
And I can't keep up, with every facet of my personality
Struggling to match every aspect of one's personality
Nothing sacred
Nothing held as deeply meaningful or untouchable
Imitator
Being an imitator or lacking authenticity
I'm at a loss to see
Feeling confused or unable to understand without discipline
Without discipline
Lost and directionless without self-control
I'm lost at sea
Metaphorically adrift in life's uncertainties without discipline
Pain of
Repetition emphasizing the recurring pain and struggle of discipline
Pain of discipline
-Pain of
-Pain of discipline
-Pain of
-Pain of discipline
-Pain of
-Pain of discipline
-As I pray, a crack in my voice
Similar struggle while praying, feeling emotionally strained
Need to change today, can I make that choice
Desire for immediate change and uncertainty in making that choice
Iron fist in my chest, acid taste of regret
Re-experiencing regret and tension in the chest
Pain of discipline, will under threat
The difficulty of maintaining determination despite threats
My spirit is purloined
Struggling with a sense of spiritual loss and consequences of ignoring warnings, choosing to be with the morally corrupt
My blood quenched in salt
-Terror fixed in time
-Afterlife, under assault
-My last second is frozen
-My last breath feels like liquid
-I chose to ignore the omen
-I'll live forever, with the wicked
-I'll live forever with the wicked
Emphasis on choosing to stay with the morally corrupt
I'll live forever with the wicked
-The pain of discipline
The continuous struggle and pain that discipline brings
I chose to ignore the omen
Repeatedly ignoring warnings or signs
Pain of
Reiteration of the pain associated with discipline
Pain of discipline
-I chose to ignore the omen
Re-emphasizing the choice to ignore warnings and the consequent pain of discipline
Pain of, pain of
-Pain of discipline
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