Lyrics
Staring right into the eyes that are in front of me
Reflecting on the immediate presence and gaze of someone else.
Nothing left to do but break up the monotony
Feeling a need to disrupt the routine or repetitiveness in life.
Voices in my head, convening like a colony
Experiencing internal dialogue or conflicting thoughts resembling a community.
Everything I take into me is a part of me
Acknowledging that everything absorbed becomes a part of one's identity.
No I never stay the same I'm changing constantly
Embracing change and acknowledging the constant evolution of oneself.
Moving forward, nothing backward like the pawn in me
Moving forward in life without dwelling on the past.
Empty head, take my thoughts like it's a robbery
Feeling mentally drained, as if thoughts are being forcefully taken away.
What I put behind me, never know the quantity
Uncertainty about the quantity or extent of what is left behind.
I've been living for your favor, for your benefit
Living life seeking approval or validation from someone else.
Even though you've always acted kinda reticent
Despite the person's reserved behavior, the speaker has been dedicated.
I wanna be a better person, be benevolent
Expressing a desire for personal growth and kindness towards others.
Think I'll only get to do that if I'm genuine
Recognizing the necessity of authenticity for self-improvement.
Take a pill that makes it better, take my medicine
Metaphorically taking actions or substances to improve mental well-being.
Sleep too much and I don’t even take a sedative
Admitting to oversleeping without relying on sedatives.
Break me cause I'm delicate, get into my element
Acknowledging vulnerability and the need to be handled delicately.
Stare into my eyes, even if I'm feeling hesitant
Inviting scrutiny even when feeling hesitant or unsure.
Looking in the mirror, in the mirror, in the mirror, and I ask, has it always been this way
Questioning the continuity of personal experiences while looking in the mirror.
I'm a sinner, I'm a sinner, I'm a sinner, no I've never been a saint
Admitting to flaws and mistakes, rejecting the label of being a saint.
Yeah I'm bitter, yeah I'm bitter, yeah I'm bitter and I can't wash out that taste
Admitting to harboring bitterness and struggling to overcome negative experiences.
I'll consider I'll consider I'll consider if I want to see my face
Contemplating whether to confront or avoid one's own reflection.
In the mirror, in the mirror, in the mirror, and I ask, has it always been this way
Reiterating the questioning of the constancy of personal experiences in the mirror.
I'm a sinner, I'm a sinner, I'm a sinner, no I've never been a saint
Acknowledging personal faults again, emphasizing the non-saintly nature.
Yeah I'm bitter, yeah I'm bitter, yeah I'm bitter and I can't wash out that taste
Acknowledging lingering bitterness and the difficulty of overcoming it.
I'll consider I'll consider I'll consider if I want to see my face
Considering whether to confront or avoid one's own reflection again.
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