Buried Without a Name
Buried Without a Name: Unveiling the Silent Struggle of Inner Demons
Lyrics
As time starts to fade
Reflecting on the passage of time.
I'm left without a name to leave behind
Feeling a lack of identity to be remembered.
There is nothing you can find
Emphasizing the absence of substantial achievements or legacy.
Nothing you can take away from me
Expressing a sense of internal possession, resistant to external influence.
All the lies and the memories still live inside
Navigating the persistence of falsehoods and memories.
So far beneath
Describing a profound emotional depth or difficulty.
I am hopeless in your eyes and mine
Feeling a lack of hope, both in self-perception and others' views.
So lethargic all the time
Describing a persistent sense of lethargy or lack of energy.
Under the weight I still have my dreams
Bearing the burden of challenges while holding onto aspirations.
But they're not exactly what they seem
Questioning the authenticity or fulfillment of dreams.
I know I still feel the ache
Acknowledging emotional pain or distress.
Because I'm so afraid of what you think
Expressing fear and anxiety about others' opinions.
And I've been losing sleep over your opinion of me
Insomnia caused by concern over external judgment.
Will I be good enough to see what's in front of me ?
Questioning one's worthiness and ability to perceive reality.
Will I be buried by my anxiety ?
Fearing being overwhelmed by anxiety and buried in its weight.
I still try to lie to myself while my mistakes break the best of me
Struggling with self-deception amid personal failures.
I let it all in with the pain in my brain I wonder why it's the same everyday
Accepting emotional pain and wondering about its consistency.
I decide if I've died too many times inside this forever aching body
Contemplating the impact of repeated internal struggles.
With all of these personal demons as I shake with the next hit that I take
Confronting personal demons and the consequences of their influence.
Inhaling more reasons to self medicate my mind that seems to malfunction all the time
Using substances to cope with a malfunctioning mind.
I know I'm not the only one but I still feel this pain
Feeling a shared pain while acknowledging individual suffering.
Take a crowbar to my memories and pry them from my brain
Desiring to remove painful memories and their influence.
And I'll see where you go without you in my life
Considering life without the influence of someone significant.
No longer the man I was I'm gonna make this right
Determined to change and improve oneself.
And I've been losing sleep over your opinion of me
Continuing to lose sleep over concerns about external judgment.
Will I be good enough ?
Persistently questioning personal adequacy.
Will I be buried by my anxiety ?
Expressing fear of being overwhelmed by anxiety.
Another nail in the coffin
Symbolizing additional challenges or setbacks.
I wanted you to stay
Expressing a desire for someone's continued presence.
Lay with me inside my grave
Inviting someone to share in the depths of personal struggles.
And together we can fade
Suggesting a joint acceptance of fading away.
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