Lyrics
Would you believe me otherwise?
Questioning whether the listener would trust or believe an alternative perspective.
A cataclysmic collapse of the synapse
Describing a significant breakdown or disruption in mental processes.
It took me so long to realize
Realization after a prolonged period of time.
All that holds me back is me
Personal limitations and fears are the primary obstacles.
So I shed my skin. I feel that it's worth it
Metaphorical shedding of old identity or habits with the belief that it's worthwhile.
It's looking grim. You fucking deserve this!
Feeling that someone deserves a grim outcome.
All you've made is a broken melody
The creation or impact of the listener is a damaged or flawed musical composition.
A son disgraced and rendered obsolete
A child who brings shame and is no longer considered useful or relevant.
You've torn my mind and left be bound and tied
Feeling mentally and emotionally constrained and damaged by someone else's actions.
Now I know why I'll never be good enough
Understanding why one will never meet the expected standards.
Captured inside of a pedigree
Feeling trapped within a specific lineage or background.
Mercurial messages sent upon me
Receiving unpredictable and changing messages that affect the self.
Forever and always, no mentor can stop me
Determined to continue without external guidance despite challenges.
Narcissistic, pedophilic inferiority
Describing negative traits related to self-absorption and feelings of inadequacy.
Now I bleed for keeps. I just wanna say that
Expressing a deep emotional pain and a desire to communicate.
You're obsolete. Who cares if I'm hated?
Feeling disregarded and unimportant even if disliked by others.
All you've made is a broken melody
Repetition emphasizing the creation of a damaged and incomplete musical piece.
A son disgraced and rendered obsolete
Reiteration of a child being disgraced and no longer valuable.
You've torn my mind and left be bound and tied
Suffering mental anguish and feeling restricted by external actions.
Now I know why I'll never be good enough
Understanding the reasons for never meeting perceived standards.
If all I've lost could paint a little picture
If all the losses could be visually represented, it would tell a sorrowful story.
Nothing ever comes again
Emphasizing the absence of future opportunities or events.
And so I sit... I'm waiting for the end
A sense of resignation and waiting for an inevitable conclusion.
I wish you could be me but nothing comes when you deceive me
Expressing a desire for empathy and understanding through deception.
You think you are berating but
Challenging the perception of being criticized, asserting dominance instead.
I'm your fucking sadist!
Claiming the role of inflicting emotional pain on someone who tries to belittle.
All you've made is a broken melody
Reiteration of the damaged and incomplete musical creation.
A son disgraced and rendered obsolete
Restating the idea of a disgraced child who is considered obsolete.
You've torn my mind and left be bound and tied
Feeling mentally constrained and restricted due to external actions.
Now I know why I'll never be good enough
Understanding the reasons for continuously falling short of expectations.
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