Fall Apart
Embracing Shadows: Doctor Yizzle's Emotional Odyssey
Lyrics
I don’t wanna feel alone today, I don’t
I want to avoid feeling alone today.
I don’t wanna feel me ohhh
Repetition of the desire not to feel isolated.
I wanna get out, I’m running
Expresses a desire to escape or leave a difficult situation.
Feels so cold I’m running
Describes a sense of emotional coldness while running away.
It’s torture
Describes the experience as torture.
I'm in in hell right now (You’re never gonna find me)
Feeling as if in hell, expressing difficulty in being found.
Call out my name right now (You’re never gonna hear me)
Calling for attention, feeling unheard.
Where the hell are you right now
Expressing confusion about the location or presence of someone.
You dont wanna talk right now
Someone unwilling to engage in conversation at the moment.
Oh
Interjection expressing emotion.
I don’t wanna feel alone today I don’t
Repetition of the desire not to feel alone today.
I don’t wanna feel me ohhh
Repetition of the desire not to feel oneself.
Clock is ticking there’s no perfect timing
Highlighting the absence of perfect timing.
But the time you left me was perfect timing
Acknowledging a significant moment of departure as perfectly timed.
Cause pressure only make diamonds
Suggesting that pressure or challenges lead to personal growth.
Led me to the key, to keep finding
Reference to finding a key or solution.
But I'd be lying if I said I wanted to keep trying back then
Confession of not wanting to keep trying in the past.
Put the blame on me like it’s my fault
Accepting blame for a situation.
Why is it always my fault?
Questioning why blame is always directed at the speaker.
Fall apart twice a day
Expressing a recurring experience of falling apart.
Fighting demons everyday
Describing an ongoing struggle with inner demons.
Hate me today, my heads in the cloud, drowning in thoughts, either way
Feeling clouded in thoughts, regardless of others' opinions.
Find a way, I will never let you take that away
Commitment to preserving personal identity.
Feeling afraid, feel like my skins breaking away
Expressing fear and vulnerability.
I feel my face melting away
Sensory description of physical and emotional deterioration.
Drag me into this hell pit, trust me I can feel it
Accepting entry into a difficult situation, acknowledging feelings.
I'm the messiah of my soul, but today I can't heal it
Identifying oneself as a guide but admitting inability to heal.
Can't take it no more, I have no strength, no amount of love will help, no matter the length
Expressing exhaustion and lack of strength despite love.
No matter the tangible things you have to give me, soul will always be filled up with hate (Fuck)
Rejecting tangible offerings, expressing a soul filled with hate.
So make me fall apart
Requesting or allowing oneself to fall apart.
This is just the start
Acknowledging the beginning of a difficult journey.
Dreams become nightmares when you're in it
Describing the transformation of dreams into nightmares.
I even held onto this pain for you, you made me fall
Enduring pain for someone else, resulting in a fall.
I need to feel real from you for me to feel at all
Needing authenticity from someone for emotional connection.
I don’t wanna feel alone today, I don’t
Repetition of the desire not to feel alone today.
I don’t wanna feel me ohhh
Repetition of the desire not to feel oneself.
I don't wanna fight no more
Expressing a desire to avoid further conflict.
I don't wanna cry no more
Expressing a desire to avoid further emotional distress.
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