Lyrics
19 years and I feel like a tragedy I
Feeling like a tragedy at 19 years old, a sense of despair or hardship.
Cant show feelings cause of my apathy but
Inability to express emotions due to apathy.
All smiles keep my head in a good place I
Maintaining a positive outward appearance despite inner struggles.
Won't know who I am till I have the time
Identity search, suggesting self-discovery over time.
Please don't go I ain't no room for this emptiness
Plea for someone not to leave, fearing emptiness.
I can't grow without room for this god damn pain
Expressing the need for emotional space to grow despite pain.
Paranoid that you won't even know my name
Paranoia about being forgotten or unrecognized.
Losing touch with people I'm all to blame
Admitting responsibility for losing connections with others.
Hi
Greeting.
How are you?
Engaging in casual conversation.
What's your purpose?
Questioning life purpose.
Oh, too soon?
Asking if it's too early to discuss deep topics.
I can tell you everything about myself in a breath or two
Claiming the ability to share personal details quickly.
I been stuck in my crowded room
Feeling trapped in a crowded and isolating space.
What's more home than a brand new wound
Suggesting that a new wound feels like home.
Have no reason for this hell but ain't no safety coming soon
Facing difficulties without a clear reason, anticipating no safety.
I feel stuck here just running on empty and my
Sensation of being stuck and empty.
Cold soul has no room to be envious
Describing a soul as cold and lacking room for envy.
Just want to feel something other than
Desire to feel emotions other than anger towards oneself.
This anger towards myself
Expressing anger directed inward.
Please don't go I ain't no room for this emptiness
Reiteration of the plea to avoid emptiness.
I can't grow without room for this god damn pain
Emphasizing the need for space to grow despite pain.
Paranoid that you won't even know my name
Repeating paranoia about being forgotten.
Losing touch with people I'm all to blame
Taking responsibility for losing connections with people.
Fighting with the fire that I feel between my eyes
Struggling with intense emotions represented as fire between the eyes.
Take it one breath at a time
Encouragement to take things one step at a time.
I ain't feeling fucking fine
Expressing dissatisfaction or discomfort.
Told myself a thousand times
Repetitive attempts to convince oneself of resilience.
I can make it through the fog
Confidence in overcoming challenges and uncertainties.
If I have no one at all
Asserting self-reliance when facing solitude.
I have myself and that's for sure
Affirming self-dependence as a certainty.
Please don't go I ain't no room for this emptiness
Reiterating the plea to avoid emptiness.
I can't grow without room for this god damn pain
Emphasizing the need for space to grow despite pain.
Paranoid that you won't even know my name
Repeating paranoia about being forgotten.
Losing touch with people I'm all to blame
Taking responsibility for losing connections with people.
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