YOUR EYES
Eternal Struggle: Unveiling the Inner Battle Through Scumisdead's YOUR EYES
Lyrics
When my visions getting blurry
Experiencing unclear thoughts or perceptions.
It sounds like your words are slurring
Perceiving speech as unclear or difficult to understand.
Coming out my body lurking
Feeling a presence or sensation emerging from within.
(Behind my own back, uncertain)
Suggesting a sense of distrust or uncertainty about oneself.
Is this me? Is this my body?
Questioning one's identity and the connection to the physical body.
Why're they staring into me?
Wondering why others are observing intensely.
Do they see the ghost I am inside?
Wondering if others perceive the inner essence or the external appearance.
Or is it the body that is me?
Questioning the true essence of self and body.
I wanna crawl out of my skin
Desiring to escape one's own physical form.
Find a better place to hide
Seeking refuge or safety away from current circumstances.
Staring deep into the mirror
Intensely observing oneself in a reflective surface.
Wanna kill the thing on the other side
Expressing a desire to eliminate or eradicate an aspect of oneself.
Devil sits upon my shoulder
Feeling influenced by negative impulses or thoughts.
Drown it out with the angel
Attempting to counteract negativity with positivity.
This weight weighs on me as a boulder
Experiencing a heavy burden or pressure.
I'm tryna work all the angles
Trying to approach a situation from various perspectives.
I called your stupid fucking number
Trying to contact someone for assistance.
Still they ain't called back
Experiencing a lack of response despite seeking help.
Swear I'm trying to get help
Expressing an effort to improve mental state despite challenges.
Mentally I still am a wreck
Feeling emotionally unstable despite attempts to improve.
Fighting through a ditch to pull me out my stable
Struggling to overcome difficulties in a metaphorical sense.
But thats not easy when the world around me's fable
Feeling surrounded by a world of falsehood or fantasy.
My days feel final, fear is primal
Experiencing a sense of impending doom or finality.
Evolution necessary
Implying a need for personal growth or change.
Would good could someone else do for me?
Questioning the potential aid or contribution of others.
I know the demon, he ain't scary
Asserting familiarity or confidence in facing inner struggles.
But mother fucker wouldn't die
Expressing frustration at the persistence of inner struggles.
I drowned him out like the others
Attempting to suppress negative thoughts or influences.
And now I'm stuck here feeling numb
Feeling emotionally detached or numb from the situation.
Won't kill myself yet, I'm in public
Not considering self-harm despite inner turmoil, especially in public.
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