Lyrics
Thinking of you makes me nauseous
Expressing discomfort and unease when thinking about someone.
Didn't take any precautions
Did not take precautions, possibly in a relationship context.
Loving you was fucking meaningless
Describing love for the person as meaningless.
But i thought it was endless
Despite the perception of meaninglessness, initially thought the love was endless.
I gave all i could but i got nothing in return
Invested a lot but received nothing in return from the relationship.
Is it how it's supposed to work or i just got discerned?
Questioning whether this is the normal way of relationships or if there was a misunderstanding.
Oh god is that how you treat me?
Expressing disappointment in the perceived mistreatment.
Cant you see I'm down on my knee praying every night to be
Praying for a change or improvement in the situation.
What i could fucking be
Expressing a desire to become a better person.
It's just the same shit every night
Highlighting the repetitive nature of the problems in the relationship.
Going through the motions non stop
Feeling stuck and going through routine emotions.
Going crazy overthinking my body is simply sinking
Experiencing intense mental distress and sinking feelings.
My thoughts are just linking with the crazy dead people living
Connecting thoughts with the struggles of others who may have faced similar issues.
In the motions they could never forget that they existed
Reflecting on the persistent memories of those who faced hardships.
Tell me one of your secrets I'm gonna tell you my whole story
Seeking intimacy and vulnerability by sharing secrets.
How i got let down and buried six feet deep in all my glory
Narrating a story of feeling let down and buried despite previous glory.
Girl you were so fucking boring but i stayed and kept adoring
Acknowledging boredom in the relationship but continuing to adore the person.
But you kept flooring me down and all on me the rain was pouring
Despite adoration, experiencing continuous emotional setbacks.
I was mourning every single time but i had the warning
Mourning and reflecting on past warnings about the relationship.
Now it's just appalling i don't seem to be repairing
Expressing dismay at the difficulty of recovery.
I don't know what is wrong with the world
Expressing confusion about the state of the world.
Nobodys spittin' out a word
Noticing a lack of communication and understanding in the world.
My vision is getting blurred and all the voices are unheard
Experiencing a blurred vision and unheard voices.
Is this what you want and is this how you fucking preferred?
Questioning if the current situation is the desired outcome.
I don't wanna watch the world burn away with few words
Expressing a reluctance to witness the destruction of the world with just a few words.
I don't love you anymore
Declaring the end of love for the person.
It's over
Stating the conclusion of the relationship.
I gave all i could but i got nothing in return
Reiterating the frustration of giving without receiving in the relationship.
Is it how it's supposed to work or i just got discerned?
Questioning the normalcy of this relationship dynamic.
Oh god is that how you treat me?
Expressing frustration with perceived mistreatment from a higher power.
Cant you see I'm down on my knee praying every night to be
Pleading for a positive change or transformation.
What i could fucking be
Reiterating the desire to become a better person.
It's just the same shit every night
Highlighting the repetitive and monotonous nature of the emotional struggles.
Going through the motions non stop
Continuing the theme of going through routine emotions.
Going crazy overthinking my body is simply sinking
Experiencing mental turmoil and a sense of sinking.
My thoughts are just linking with the crazy dead people living
Connecting thoughts with the struggles of others, particularly those who have passed away.
In the motions they could never forget that they existed
Highlighting the persistence of memories even after death.
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