Breakdown
Navigating the Breakdown: Ruston Kelly's Reflective Journey
Lyrics
Am I thinkin' twisted?
Uncertainty about thoughts being distorted or clear.
Am I thinkin' straight?
Questioning if thoughts are rational or logical.
Am I about to breakdown
Expressing fear of a potential emotional breakdown.
How much of me I'm givin'
Concern about the extent of personal investment.
Is that the price to pay
Reflection on the cost of not slowing down in life.
When you don't slow down?
Consequences of a fast-paced lifestyle.
A thousand miles an hour
Sensations of rapid movement and losing control.
I feel like I'm spinnin' out
Feeling out of control or overwhelmed.
I don't wanna breakdown
Desire to avoid an emotional breakdown.
There's too much on the line
Recognition of high stakes involved.
But I can't stop now
Unwillingness to stop despite the risks.
I'm runnin' out of time
Feeling pressured by time constraints.
And I'm afraid that I might let you down
Fear of disappointing others.
I'm goin' on overdrive
Intensified effort, pushing beyond limits.
I don't wanna breakdown
I don't wanna breakdown
-Am I sinkin' under?
Feeling overwhelmed and sinking emotionally.
Am I flyin' up too high
Uncertainty about personal growth or success.
I can't ever tell now
Difficulty in discerning one's current state.
My friends are pissed and wonderin'
Friends questioning intentions and emotional state.
If I'm tryin' to hide
Suspicions of hiding true feelings or motives.
I don't ever get out
Isolation and lack of social engagement.
I swear to them I'm fine
Assurances given to friends despite internal struggles.
But the truth is I'm terrified
Admission of being secretly frightened.
I don't wanna breakdown
Desire to avoid emotional collapse despite pressures.
There's too much on the line
Recognition of high stakes and responsibilities.
But I can't stop now
I'm runnin' out of time
Continued pursuit despite limited time.
And I'm afraid that I might let you down
Fear of failing to meet expectations.
I'm goin' on overdrive
Intense effort to the point of exhaustion.
I don't wanna breakdown
I don't wanna breakdown
-I'm runnin' out of time
Running out of time and feeling the pressure.
I don't wanna let you down, no
Expressing the fear of disappointing others.
I don't wanna breakdown
Reiteration of the desire to avoid an emotional breakdown.
There's too much on the line
Recognition of high stakes and potential consequences.
But I can't stop now
I'm runnin' out of time
Continued pursuit despite the looming deadline.
And I'm afraid if I burn out
Fear of burning out and disappointing others.
Then I will only let you down
Anticipation of letting others down if exhausted.
I'm goin' on overdrive
Intense effort and determination to the extreme.
I don't wanna breakdown (breakdown)
I don't wanna breakdown (breakdown)
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