Lyrics
It's been a long time coming
Expressing the anticipation of a significant event or change that has taken a considerable amount of time.
But now I'm back
Announcing a return after a prolonged absence.
It's the sadist in me
Acknowledging a self-aware tendency toward deriving pleasure from causing pain or discomfort.
That keeps me thinking about you
Reflecting on persistent thoughts about someone, possibly influenced by the sadistic inclination mentioned earlier.
I'm not asking for pity
Clarifying a lack of desire for sympathy or compassion from others.
I'm just saying I'm sorry
Expressing regret or remorse without seeking pity, suggesting a desire for understanding rather than empathy.
I'm scared to bother anyone, anymore
Indicating fear of inconveniencing or disturbing others, possibly due to past experiences.
I can't help but to do this to myself
Admitting to engaging in self-destructive behavior, implying a struggle with personal challenges.
It's been a long time coming
Reiterating the prolonged nature of a significant event or change that is now coming to fruition.
But now I'm back
Reaffirming the return after a long absence.
It's the sadist in me
Restating the self-aware acknowledgment of deriving pleasure from causing pain or discomfort.
That keeps me thinking about you
Revisiting persistent thoughts about the same person, potentially indicating an unresolved emotional connection.
I'm not asking for an embrace
Rejecting the need for emotional support in the form of physical comfort.
I'm just sick of this place
Expressing frustration or dissatisfaction with the current situation or environment.
I'm scared to talk to anyone, anymore
Expressing reluctance to communicate with others due to fear or apprehension.
I can't help but feel like this by myself
Admitting to a sense of isolation and an inability to escape one's own emotional struggles.
It's been a long time coming
Reiterating the prolonged nature of the anticipated event or change.
But now I'm back
Reaffirming the return after a prolonged absence, emphasizing the significance of the moment.
It's the sadist in me
Restating the self-aware acknowledgment of deriving pleasure from causing pain or discomfort, emphasizing its persistence.
That keeps me thinking about you
Continuing to grapple with persistent thoughts about the same person, suggesting unresolved emotions.
It's the sadist in me
Reiterating the self-aware acknowledgment of a sadistic tendency as a central aspect of the speaker's personality.
That keeps me holding onto you
Stating that the sadistic inclination is a force keeping the speaker emotionally attached or invested in someone.
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