Not So Fond
Embracing Loss: Rusty Machines' Not So Fond Chronicles the Struggle
Lyrics
I'm not so fond of mondays
I dislike Mondays.
It's just the same thing, over and over again
Life feels repetitive and mundane.
What’s this ray of sun and its fleeting warmth?
Questioning the significance of a fleeting moment of happiness symbolized by a ray of sun.
I can hardly bend my knees, “who cares? stop keeping score”
Expressing physical discomfort and a dismissive attitude towards caring or keeping track of problems.
I’ve been pining for days on end
Longing or yearning for an extended period.
memories don’t happen twice in this lull we’re all in
Suggesting that certain moments or experiences are unique and do not repeat.
And i can't let go of the year i lost
Difficulty in moving on from a past year filled with challenges or loss.
I know i'm not alone who experienced loss in its different forms
Acknowledging shared experiences of loss among others.
Why am i always on the losing end?
Feeling consistently on the losing side in life.
Am i always bound for failure?
Questioning one's tendency towards failure or unfortunate outcomes.
How can i choose to see what's good in all of this?
Pondering the difficulty of finding positivity in challenging situations.
When nothing's gone my way
Expressing frustration and a sense of things not going well.
And i can't let go of the year i lost
Reiteration of difficulty in letting go of a challenging past year.
I know i'm not alone who experienced loss in its different forms
Reaffirmation of the shared experience of loss with others.
You know i won't let go of the year we've lost
Commitment to holding onto the memories and challenges of the past year.
I've never felt so alone, and there's just too much loss
Expressing a heightened sense of loneliness and the overwhelming nature of loss.
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