Lyrics
First I keep you close
Expresses the initial closeness in the relationship or connection.
Then I stay away
Reflects a pattern of fluctuating between closeness and distance.
You just fall asleep
Suggests a moment of tranquility or peace, possibly contrasting with inner turmoil.
And I stay awake
Highlights the speaker's struggle to find peace or rest.
'Cause I think and drink to much
Reveals a tendency to overthink and rely on substances for coping.
I've thought I'm gonna f*** this up
Expresses self-doubt and fear of making mistakes in the relationship.
Yes, I wanna love but I do not
Acknowledges the desire for love but an internal conflict preventing its expression.
We built up distances
Describes the creation of emotional distance between the speaker and the other person.
And got lost in differences
Points out differences that led to getting lost in the relationship.
I'm so bored by this everyday life
Expresses dissatisfaction with the monotony of daily life.
Maybe we should change somehow something
Suggests a mutual desire for change in the relationship.
Do you wanna change somehow something?
Presents a direct question about the willingness to initiate change.
I climbed
Metaphorically describes climbing, possibly symbolizing effort and struggle.
And I fall
Expresses the experience of falling or facing setbacks.
But at least I feel alive
Emphasizes the value of feeling alive despite challenges.
I loved
Indicates past love and attachment.
And I let go
Denotes the act of letting go, possibly of the relationship.
I was with you and now I'm on my own
Describes the transition from being together to being alone.
I was with you and still have felt alone
Expresses lingering loneliness despite past connection.
Ain't that sad?
Reflects on the sadness inherent in the situation.
I look away when your eyes meet mine
Indicates avoidance or discomfort in direct eye contact.
I was feeling down when you were feeling fine
Highlights a contrast in emotional states between the speaker and the other person.
I can't fight this feeling I've wasted your time
Admits to feeling regret for potentially wasting the other person's time.
We want something else we need to find on our own
Suggests a shared need for individual growth and self-discovery.
The simplicity of this fact just tears me apart
Expresses the emotional difficulty in accepting the simplicity of the situation.
We climbed
Continues the metaphorical climb, indicating repeated efforts and setbacks.
Now we fall
Describes a collective fall, emphasizing shared experiences.
But at least we are alive
Reiterates the value of feeling alive despite challenges.
We loved
Recalls a collective experience of love followed by letting go.
And we let go
Highlights the shift from unity to individual separation.
We were one and now we're on our own
Expresses the reality of being alone after the shared experience.
We've missed the chance in seeing something grow
Acknowledges a missed opportunity for growth and development in the relationship.
Ain't that sad?
Reiterates the underlying sadness in the situation.
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