Lyrics
I hide cause when you hide you see you find
I conceal myself because when you hide, you gain self-awareness.
That no one makes fun
No one mocks or ridicules.
And that's just no fun, that's just no fun
Not making fun is uninteresting or dull.
I kid just to fit in to live in a life where its just no fun
I pretend to be someone I'm not to fit into a life that lacks enjoyment.
Or I'm just no fun, I'm just no fun
Alternatively, I may feel that I, myself, am not enjoyable.
Why did I go
Questioning the decision to leave or distance oneself.
Why did I stay
Questioning the decision to stay or remain in a situation.
I'm so unsure
Expressing uncertainty and insecurity.
And I'm so afraid
Feeling fearful and unsure about the future.
I don't really know
Lacking clear self-awareness, uncertain about one's identity.
Who I am today
Uncertain about one's current personality or traits.
Who's the girl inside
Asking about the internal, authentic self, possibly expressing discomfort.
I wish she'd go away
Expressing a desire for an undesirable aspect of oneself to disappear.
I lie cause when you lie you see you find
Deception is employed as a coping mechanism to experience love.
That you just feel love
Emphasizing the feeling of love, though acknowledging it might be deceptive.
But know its not love
Acknowledging that the feeling might not be genuine love.
You just miss the touch
Missing physical contact but recognizing it may not be genuine.
I lie cause when you lie you see you find
Repeating the idea of using lies as a means to find purpose or meaning.
You're living for one
Living for oneself, but it may not be fulfilling or enjoyable.
And that's just no fun
Living for oneself is uninteresting; lying is more enjoyable.
Lying's more fun
Expressing the notion that lying is more enjoyable than living authentically.
Why did I go
Reflecting on the decision to leave, questioning the motivation.
Why did I stay
Reflecting on the decision to stay, questioning its validity.
I'm so unsure
Reiterating feelings of uncertainty and insecurity.
And I'm so afraid
Reiterating feelings of fear and uncertainty about the future.
I don't really know
Continuing to express a lack of self-awareness.
Who I am today
Uncertainty about one's current identity or personality.
Who's the girl inside
Repeating the desire for an undesirable aspect of oneself to disappear.
I wish she'd go away
Expressing a wish for an internal undesirable trait to go away.
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