Broken Again
Navigating Love's Abyss: Saint Sappho's Broken Again Revelations
Lyrics
She told me from the start she wasn't ready
She communicated early on that she wasn't prepared or open for a romantic relationship.
To fall in love right now, to be with anyone
She wasn't ready to fall in love or commit to anyone at the present time.
But of course I persisted, I couldn't help it
Despite her warning, the speaker persisted because of their inability to resist their feelings.
I'm a masochistic fool, I knew I couldn't have her
The speaker acknowledges their self-destructive tendency in pursuing someone they knew they couldn't have.
So I drive back all alone, and I feel so numb again
Driving back alone intensifies a feeling of emotional numbness.
I'll go back to square one, and start looking for someone
The speaker plans to start anew in seeking a new romantic interest.
I am trying to fill a void, and this is never ending
Attempting to fill an emotional emptiness, but it seems like an ongoing, unfulfillable pursuit.
It's like a black hole in my soul, that's always yearning
There's a persistent, unfulfilled longing within the speaker's soul akin to an insatiable black hole.
He left me broken now, I'm trying to fix it
The person the speaker was involved with left them feeling emotionally shattered.
But I don't know how to try, when I feel so damn sick
Despite wanting to heal, the speaker feels too unwell or emotionally drained to attempt recovery.
This isn't love, it's just a state, that I'm in right now
The speaker distinguishes their current state as not genuine love but rather a temporary emotional condition.
Infatuated by her ways, I wanna be like that
The speaker admires and is captivated by the object of their affection.
Chemicals all wrong in my brain, feel like I'm an addict
The speaker feels a chemical imbalance in their brain, likening their feelings to addictive behavior.
Pull me out so I can separate, love from the feeling I have
They seek separation between genuine love and the intense feeling they experience.
I don't wanna be alone
The speaker expresses a fear or discomfort with being alone.
I need someone to make me whole
They seek someone to complete or fulfill them emotionally.
They'll play a part in my dream like Juliet
Imagining a romantic scenario where the partner plays a role akin to Juliet.
Take my hand down the aisle as we lock our eyes
Visualizing a moment of commitment and connection, walking down the aisle with intense eye contact.
And in this sapphic daze bask in the morning sun
Envisioning a blissful state, possibly tied to a sapphic (lesbian) relationship, reveling in morning sunlight.
I'll have a drink in my hand and we'll toast to the world of lust
Anticipating a celebratory moment with a drink, possibly marking a world immersed in desires.
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