Lyrics
Smoke get high
Engaging in smoking to experience a high
It doesn't stop, just numb insecurities
Continuous use of substances to numb feelings of insecurity
Why can't I be like them, them, them
Expressing a desire to be like others, highlighting feelings of inadequacy
Half my world declines
Experiencing a decline or deterioration in a significant part of one's life
I see myself with hateful eyes, oh eyes
Seeing oneself with a self-loathing perspective
And I'm on my own
Feeling isolated and facing challenges alone
The fight of my life, my life, my life, my life
Emphasizing the ongoing struggle in one's life
High off my head, I'm fucked off my mind
Being in an altered state of consciousness due to substance use
Eating my skin and waste my life
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors and wasting one's life
Questioning, why?
Pondering the reasons behind one's actions and choices
Make it bleed, it's pretty that way
Desiring to see visible signs of pain or struggle, finding beauty in it
Path is split
Indicating a divergence in life's path, a moment of decision
Either this or coping, either drugs or hoping
Weighing the options between escapism through substances or holding onto hope
Why can't I be happier myself?
Expressing a longing for personal happiness and self-contentment
Always relying on others help, oh help
Acknowledging a dependence on others for support and assistance
Half my world declines
Reiterating the theme of decline and deterioration in one's surroundings
I see myself with hateful eyes, oh eyes
Continuing to see oneself in a negative light
And I'm on my own
Facing personal challenges in isolation
The fight of my life, my life, my life, my life
Reemphasizing the intense ongoing struggle in one's life
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