Sober
Unveiling the Dark Symphony: Navigating Pain and Redemption
Lyrics
I've never loved
I have never experienced love.
I've never lost
I have never faced defeat or loss.
Take my life right by the hand
I am ready to confront life head-on.
The pain the suffering is gone
The pain and suffering I endured are now gone.
How does it feel?
Asking how it feels to realize one's own fault.
To know you're the only one at fault
Acknowledging personal responsibility.
My debts were never paid
I still have unresolved obligations.
When will it all end?
Questioning when the suffering will end.
No one ever really looks at you in the eyes and say everything will be alright
No one assures that everything will be okay.
One last shot
Desiring one final attempt or opportunity.
One last round
Describing a final moment or phase.
I just want to feel numb
Expressing a desire to feel emotionally numb.
I'll cross, I'll fade
Committing to crossing a line and fading away.
I'll see you back at your own grave
Anticipating meeting someone at their own burial site.
So break my chains
Yearning to break free from constraints.
Let live and turn the other page
Choosing to live and move forward.
I feel like I'm getting away with murder
Feeling guilt for seemingly getting away with wrongdoing.
Only I'm doing it to myself
Recognizing self-destructive behavior.
Stay sane so that I can just be sober
Striving to maintain sanity and achieve sobriety.
Learn to live with yourself
Learning to coexist with oneself.
These scars are the only thing that will ever make this life worth questioning
Valuing scars as the only meaningful aspect of life.
So far I've learned the truth and it makes me sick that I know that this life's a lie
Discovering a painful truth about the falseness of life.
A lie
Reiterating that life is a lie.
I'll cross, I'll fade
Committing to crossing a line and fading away (repeated).
I'll see you back at your own grave
Anticipating meeting someone at their own burial site (repeated).
So break my chains
Yearning to break free from constraints (repeated).
Let live and turn the other page
Choosing to live and move forward (repeated).
I feel like I'm getting away with murder
Feeling guilt for seemingly getting away with wrongdoing (repeated).
Only I'm doing it to myself
Recognizing self-destructive behavior (repeated).
Stay sane so that I can just be sober
Striving to maintain sanity and achieve sobriety (repeated).
Learn to live with yourself
Learning to coexist with oneself (repeated).
I'm so sick of
Expressing frustration with constant disappointment.
Being let down
Feeling consistently let down by others.
You only seem to bring out
Noticing the negative impact of others on personal behavior.
The worst in me
Acknowledging the worst aspects of oneself being brought out.
Let this vain bleed
Allowing inner pain to manifest outwardly.
The pain you caused me
Expressing the pain caused by someone.
You make me want to give up on everything
Feeling compelled to give up on everything.
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