Silence
Embracing Silence: Navigating Love's Quiet Lessons
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I know I attract toxic people
I acknowledge that I tend to attract individuals with harmful qualities.
I know I get attached too easy
I recognize that I form attachments too readily.
I know that I'm naive to believe
I am aware of my naivety in trusting someone who claims to love me.
When Someone says they love me
I understand that the words "I love you" may not always be genuine.
It wasn't the words you left me with
The impact wasn't from the words you used, but the silence that followed.
It was the silence I learned to live in
I have adapted to living in the silence that ensued after our interaction.
It wasn't the feeling like I meant something
The significance wasn't in feeling valued; it was enduring the silence.
It was when you made me run out of tears
Your actions, not words, led me to exhaust my tears.
Wondered why I get too close
I questioned why I become emotionally close to others.
Is it because I care too much
Is my tendency to care deeply the reason for my struggles?
Always felt like it was one sided
I consistently felt an imbalance in the emotional connection.
But having no side with you feels so numb
Being emotionally detached with you feels emotionally numb.
It wasn't the words you left me with
The lasting impact was from the silence after our exchange.
It was the silence I learned to live in
I've adapted to living in the silence that followed your words.
It wasn't the feeling like I meant something
The importance wasn't in feeling valued; it was enduring the silence.
It was when you made me run out of tears
Your actions, not words, led me to exhaust my tears.
When I'm out I wanna hide in
When I'm in public, I desire to conceal my emotions.
Now I' need to get out of my head
Now, I need to break free from my overthinking.
Opening up keeps on hurting me
Sharing my emotions continues to cause me pain.
Like when you said I wasn't enough
Your statement that I was insufficient hurt me deeply.
But it wasn't the words you left me with
The impact wasn't from the words you used, but the silence that followed.
It was the silence I learned to live in
I have adapted to living in the silence that ensued after our interaction.
It wasn't the feeling like I meant something
The significance wasn't in feeling valued; it was enduring the silence.
It was when you made me run out of tears
Your actions, not words, led me to exhaust my tears.
The quietness got empty quick
The silence became empty quickly, and I realized it wasn't worth the pain.
And it made me realize it wasn't worth it
The quietness made me understand that enduring the pain wasn't worthwhile.
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