Blinded by the Pain
Seeking Redemption in Shadows: Blinded by the Pain
Lyrics
I feel alone tonight
I am experiencing a sense of loneliness tonight.
Not felt this way in years
This emotional state hasn't been felt for a long time.
I feel so down tonight
Tonight, I am feeling very depressed.
Made this mountain of my fears
I have allowed my fears to build up into a significant obstacle.
Cos everyone that I know
People around me are unaware of the emotional turmoil I'm going through.
Doesn’t see behind my eyes
No one understands the depth of my feelings by looking into my eyes.
And everything I ever did
All my actions in the past were essentially a way for me to avoid facing reality.
Was an excuse for me to hide
My behavior served as a means to conceal and escape from my true self.
Cos I’m still blinded by the pain
I am still overwhelmed and affected by the emotional pain.
And I’m still trying to find the change
I am actively searching for a way to bring about positive change in my life.
Cos I’m still blinded by the pain
Despite efforts, the pain continues to have a strong impact on me.
And I just need you here again
I am expressing a deep need for someone's presence and support.
It feels like I can’t stop
It feels like I am trapped and unable to break free.
Or I’ll never start again
If I stop now, I fear I may never find the strength to start again.
I seen it with my eyes
I have witnessed the perpetuation of a never-ending cycle of wrongdoing.
That never ending sin
This continuous cycle is marked by sin and negative actions.
Cos everything I thought I knew
My understanding of everything I thought I knew has crumbled.
Just failed before my eyes
My beliefs and perceptions have failed me in a glaring manner.
And if I took this magic pill
If there were a quick solution or escape, I would leave everything behind.
I’d be leaving you behind
This escape would include leaving a significant person or situation behind.
Cos I’m still blinded by the pain
The emotional pain continues to cloud my judgment and perception.
And I’m still trying to find the change
Despite efforts, I am still in the process of seeking positive change.
Cos I’m still blinded by the pain
The emotional pain remains a dominant force in my life.
And I just need you here again
I express a strong desire for the supportive presence of someone significant.
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