Lyrics
Memories, pretending nothing hurts
Reflecting on memories and trying to hide emotional pain
Spend your remaining days trying to avert
Spending time attempting to avoid or prevent something
It's the same shit over and over
Feeling stuck in a repetitive and challenging situation
My burden to carry and to seek out closure
Personal responsibility for a burden, seeking closure
I've never felt so alone
Expressing intense loneliness
I just need time to do this on my own
Desiring time alone to cope with personal struggles
My heart's not in it anymore
Losing interest or passion in a situation or relationship
All of my days are blending
Days blending together, lacking significance
And I've lost all meaning
Feeling a loss of purpose or direction
I've disguised all of my true feelings
Hiding true emotions behind a facade
This cloud, so resentful, has yet to dispel
Lingering negative emotions that won't dissipate
I can't let go, I can't say farewell
Struggling to let go of something or someone
I've burned every bridge I've crossed
Burning bridges, severing connections with others
I paid my deed but at what cost
Paying a price for actions, questioning the value
I don't need help to get back on my feet
Rejecting external help, embracing isolation
Just leave me here to rot, deadbeat
Choosing to remain in a deteriorating state
I've never felt so alone
Reiterating intense feelings of loneliness
I just need time to do this on my own
Desiring solitude to navigate personal challenges
My heart's not in it anymore
Losing emotional investment in a situation
All of my days are blending
Days blending together, devoid of significance
And I've lost all meaning
Feeling a loss of purpose or direction reiterated
I've disguised all of my true feelings
Continuing to conceal true emotions
I'm headed straight to the grave if I can't find a better way
Expressing a sense of hopelessness and self-destructive thoughts
So I guess I'll just light the fucking match and walk away
Contemplating a drastic and destructive action
From the ashes I'll rise and conquer
Anticipating a rebirth and overcoming challenges
Turning my back on a world void of wonder
Choosing to turn away from a mundane and uninspiring world
Locked and loaded my time will come
Prepared and determined for a significant change
For me to rise and see what I've become
Anticipating personal growth and self-discovery
Make me understand understand this burden I carry
Seeking understanding for the burden carried
I'm so sick of living in this anomaly
Frustration with living in an abnormal or challenging situation
All my bridges are burning
All connections are breaking down, facing consequences
Make me understand this burden I carry
Repetition of the plea for understanding the burden
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