Lyrics
I saw the angel in the walls
I witnessed a supernatural presence within the walls
And I carved until I set him free
I diligently carved until I liberated the angel
Begged for him to grant me wings
I pleaded for the angel to bestow upon me wings
Now I'm suspended over my own end
Now I find myself hanging over my own demise
And life is all in fucking shambles
My life is in utter chaos and disarray
Still I had to flee on foot
Despite the turmoil, I had to escape on foot
A return to the killing ground
A return to a place of death and destruction
All of the graves are dug up
All the graves have been opened or disturbed
There's no one left for me to hurt
There is no one remaining for me to harm
Bodies blocking my way home
Bodies obstruct my journey back home
Clear a path through
I must clear a path through this pain I unearthed
This pain that I had unearthed
The pain I unleashed will soon consume me
Will soon bury me
I will be buried six feet below the ground
Six feet below the dirt
There is no one left for me to hurt
No one is left to hurt
A realization that there is no one left to harm
Self-destruct just like me
I am self-destructing, mirroring my surroundings
Heaven was a long shot
Attaining heaven was an improbable aspiration
Pounding on the pearly gates
I desperately sought entry at the pearly gates
Fucking shut out
However, I was harshly rejected
Karma denied my questions
Karma refused to answer my inquiries
A pale life without reflection
A life lacking introspection and depth
Poisoned and wearing away
My existence is poisoned and deteriorating
Change has taken shape
Change has manifested, revealing my vulnerabilities
My cracks inside are starting to show
My inner flaws are becoming apparent
This is the first step towards the end
This marks the initial step towards my end
A life lived on the abyss
A life lived on the brink of destruction
Nothing ever changes
Nothing ever evolves or transforms
That's just the way it goes
Accepting the unchanging nature of life
Escaped the gates of wire
I escaped the confines of a restrictive environment
Abandoned my throne of fire
I abandoned my position of power and authority
Stuck in the thicket
Trapped in a difficult situation, unable to return
Can't find my way back home
Lost and unable to find my way back home
Head on a stake
A metaphorical display of defeat and humiliation
My back is drawn and quartered
My resilience is broken and torn apart
Remorseless
Lacking remorse, burdened by guilt
Carrying the weight of our burdens
Bearing the weight of our collective struggles
Stunted
Stunted growth and emotional development
Longing for the feeling of being familiar
Yearning for the familiarity of emotions
Left high and fucking dry
Abandoned and left without support
Stumbling down a broken path
Stumbling along a path that is irreparably damaged
Still can't find my way back home
Still unable to find my way back home
Still can't find my way back home
Continued struggle to rediscover my home
Still can't find my way back home
Persistently lost and unable to return home
Still can't find my way home
Enduring difficulty in finding my way home
Still can't find my way back home
Persevering through the challenge of returning home
Still can't find my way back home
Continuing the arduous quest to find my way home
Still can't find my way back home
Persisting in the search for the path back home
Still can't find my way back home
Still struggling to find my way back home
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