Soul Hunt
Soul Hunt: Navigating Despair, Embracing Demise
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At a loss for words
Feeling unable to express oneself adequately or articulate thoughts.
Should've dodged the curves
Regretting not avoiding difficult situations or challenges.
Now I'm off the road
Metaphorically off course, deviated from the intended path.
With no wheel to turn
Without control or direction, lacking the ability to make decisions.
Don't think I haven't noticed
Awareness of something wrong, feeling suffocated or distressed.
On the floor I'm choking
Experiencing intense pressure or suffocation, possibly emotionally.
On the inside fire's burning
Internal turmoil or conflict causing emotional distress.
On the outside I'm close to blowing
Appearing composed externally but nearing a breaking point.
So tell me who the fuck am I?
Questioning one's identity or sense of self.
Will I just go and live another life when I die?
Contemplating the afterlife or existence beyond death.
Or will this pain come and go
Fear of recurring emotional pain or suffering.
Fucking show up then hide
Frustration with unpredictable emotional turmoil.
I feel slipping as I'm demised and forgotten
Feeling like fading away and being forgotten.
Personality's protected me often
Personality acting as a shield from distress but failing in the end.
At the end I can't pretend my brain isn't rotten
Acceptance of mental decline or deterioration.
Dug myself into this ditch I always get lost in
Repeatedly falling into familiar destructive patterns or situations.
Hope you love to hate the ways we seem to duplicate
Wishing for dislike towards behaviors mirroring past mistakes.
Every situation makes me crave a snub .38
Craving escape from difficulties, even through extreme measures.
Taste the barrel in my mouth and I can't fucking wait
Desperation to end suffering through a violent act.
To see the people that I love agonize in pain
Wishing to witness the impact of one's pain on loved ones.
I'm soul hunting
Engaging in a search or pursuit of something intangible or lost.
Lost my composure
Losing control over emotions or behavior.
Lost it all
Suffering significant losses, possibly in various aspects of life.
Death brings me closer
Viewing death as an escape or solution to problems.
As I drop the ball
Failing or giving up, leading to a sense of proximity to death.
Soul hunt
Continuing a relentless pursuit despite adverse circumstances.
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