Lyrics
Ayo Benny, this beat crazy
Acknowledging the impressive nature of the beat, possibly addressing someone named Benny.
Mama said I'm straining, I been stressing
Referencing maternal advice, feeling strained and stressed.
Cause I been learning to cope with the pain I'm hiding
Dealing with hidden pain and learning to cope with it.
Why every time I get in a situation and get my everything, I get abandoned
Expressing a pattern of giving everything in situations but facing abandonment.
I said I'm done, I learned my lesson
Declaring the decision to end something, having learned a lesson.
Gotta count my blessings
Recognizing the need to count blessings.
I said I'm done, I can't keep stressing
Reiterating the decision to be done and not continue stressing.
I can't keep stressing
Emphasizing the inability to endure continued stress.
I'm done, I'm done
Affirming the decision to be done with a repeated statement.
I open up bout my pain cause I feel captive
Sharing personal struggles and the feeling of being captive, possibly opening up to someone.
I'm done, I'm done
Repeating the assertion of being done, emphasizing the finality.
I'm done
Simple repetition, possibly indicating a strong resolve to be done.
I'm done
Continued repetition, reinforcing the finality of the decision.
This music shit it be my therapist
Viewing music as a therapeutic outlet for personal struggles and pain.
All this pain built up inside, I can't let no one in
Guarding inner pain and the reluctance to let others in emotionally.
Been to hell and back for real, but I got praying hands
Highlighting past struggles but acknowledging prayer as a source of strength.
Life get harder, I know mama wanna see granny again, ohhh
Expressing the difficulty of life, referencing the desire for family reunion.
They gon' keep talking, I'm tryna stay motivated
Addressing external criticism and the effort to stay motivated.
And sometime I might lose focus, I gotta stay concentrated
Recognizing the challenge of staying focused and the need for concentration.
I'm so fucked up to the point I use my pain as motivation
Turning personal pain into motivation, using adversity as a driving force.
I don't do drugs, but you say love, a pill I might just take it, ohhh
Considering the potential use of love as a remedy, even if metaphorical.
Love be so overrated, love expired, overdated
Criticizing the overemphasis on love, suggesting its expiration and overrated nature.
Really, I keep you around for fun, for real, this shit be entertaining
Keeping someone around for entertainment rather than genuine connection.
I ain't gon' lie, I peep then sat back and watch you fake it
Observing and distancing oneself from insincerity or fakeness in others.
Don't apologize, you ain't gon' do it and all the time it's taking
Rejecting apologies and recognizing the unlikelihood of change.
My heart been played with in all kinda ways, I might need a pacer
Reflecting on emotional pain and the need for healing, possibly referencing a pacer for heart issues.
One thing I recognize about life is problems, you gon' face em
Accepting the inevitability of problems in life and facing them head-on.
One thing I recognize about life is trials and tribulations
Acknowledging life's challenges and difficulties, emphasizing the inevitability of trials.
One thing I recognize about life
Repeating the recognition of life's complexities.
is I'm done, I'm done
Reiterating the decision to be done, possibly emphasizing finality.
I open up about my pain cause I feel captive
Opening up about personal pain, possibly to someone specific.
I'm done, I'm done
Reiterating the assertion of being done, possibly reinforcing resolve.
I'm done, I'm done
Repeating the declaration of being done for added emphasis.
Ohhh
Concluding with a prolonged vocalization, possibly expressing strong emotions.
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