Trapped
Trapped Emotions: A Soul's Cry for Escape
Lyrics
This place is not my home
This location is unfamiliar and does not feel like my true home.
This life is not my own
This existence does not belong to me or reflect my true self.
How late til you come home
How much longer until you return home?
You left me here alone
You left me alone in this place.
These thoughts inside my brain
My mind is filled with troubling thoughts.
Tainted blood in my veins
There is a sense of impurity or corruption in my blood.
I'm glad you never came
I find relief that you never came back.
You're gone and I'm to blame
You are gone, and I hold myself responsible for it.
How am I supposed to feel
I'm unsure of how I should emotionally respond to this situation.
When I can't tell what is real
I struggle to distinguish reality, affecting my emotional state.
How am I supposed to feel
Similar to line 9, expressing the difficulty in understanding emotions.
When I can't tell what is real
Reiteration of the challenge in discerning reality and emotions.
Trapped alone with just my thoughts
I feel confined, surrounded only by my own thoughts.
I'm the only one that will listen
I am my sole listener, emphasizing loneliness.
All alone in this house
I am isolated in this dwelling.
All my fear and doubts has my mind racing
Fear and uncertainty are causing my mind to race.
There's gotta be a better way
Expressing a desire for a better solution or outcome.
There's gotta be something I can do
Hope for finding a way to improve the situation.
I don't know how much I can take,
Uncertain how much emotional strain I can endure.
How much more I can take all your abuse
The cumulative impact of enduring your mistreatment is becoming overwhelming.
Listen
An urgent plea to be heard or understood.
These walls are closing in
Feeling trapped as if the walls are closing in.
Corner me with my sin
Being cornered by one's own sins or mistakes.
Did it matter in the end
Reflecting on whether it mattered in the end.
If I was different
Questioning the significance of being different.
Too late for apologies
Too late for apologies, experiencing emotional pain.
My heart begins to bleed
Feeling a deep emotional wound, possibly due to regret or sorrow.
My soul begins to freeze
The core of my being is becoming numb.
I'm done begging please go
No longer pleading for understanding, ready to let go.
I've prepared to let go
Prepared to release the emotional burden.
It's not enough when you go
The departure is not sufficient; still searching for answers.
So tell me where should I go
A sense of confusion, questioning where to go from here.
A failure a reject
Self-perception as a failure and a reject.
You're fucked and imperfect
Acknowledging imperfections and feeling broken.
Trapped alone with just my thoughts
Reiteration of feeling trapped with one's thoughts.
I'm the only one that will listen
Loneliness emphasized again, being the only one to listen.
All alone in this house
Continued isolation in the house, with fear and doubts intensifying.
All my fear and doubts has my mind racing
The emotional turmoil is causing mental distress.
There's gotta be a better way
Hope for finding a better solution remains.
There's gotta be something I can do
Seeking something actionable to improve the situation.
I don't know how much I can take,
The emotional strain is reaching an unknown limit.
How much more I can take all your abuse
The cumulative impact of enduring mistreatment is almost unbearable.
Listen
A plea for attentive listening, urging someone to hear the pain.
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