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Now I'm at home
Expressing being at home currently
Though I'm struggling to call this place like that
Struggling to consider it a true home
Only waiting for the weekend
Anticipating and waiting for the weekend
My best friends are gone
Feeling the absence of best friends
Those good times we had I'll never forget
Reflecting on memorable times with friends
Still have too much on my phone
Having a lot of memories on the phone
They're talking about feelings
Others discussing emotions
But you can't call this shit love
Challenging the authenticity of the discussed love
If that's really all there is
Doubting if love is the only significant thing
Go ahead but sign me off
Opting out of the discussed matters
Days pass on by but I still can't feel anything
Feeling emotionally numb despite the passing days
This nightlife lifestyle is starting to take its toll on me
Struggling with the negative effects of the nightlife lifestyle
And I'm just longing for good times
Yearning for positive and enjoyable experiences
Yeah it's crazy how time flies
Expressing surprise at how quickly time passes
Still hoping to find something
Still searching for something meaningful
That's worth believing in
Seeking something to believe in
Now he is dead
Referring to someone's death
Look what our nightlife has done
Reflecting on the negative impact of nightlife
He died while we had good fun
Regretting the consequences of having fun
Ashamed of myself
Feeling ashamed of personal actions
Feels like I come undone
Sense of falling apart and being on the run
While on the run
Struggling to leave the lifestyle behind
But as much as I try to leave it all behind
Attempting to distance from past experiences
It's so damn hard I'm struggling to quit
Finding it challenging to quit the lifestyle
I'm afraid of these lone times
Fearing moments of loneliness
Yes I'm afraid of these sad lines
Expressing fear of sad situations
Welcome to NLLS
Welcome to the Nightlife Lifestyle (NLLS)
Years pass on by but I still can't feel anything
Remaining emotionally detached over the years
This nightlife lifestyle is starting to claim its first victims
Noting the toll the nightlife lifestyle takes on people
And I'm just longing for good times
Longing for positive experiences amidst the lifestyle
Yeah it's crazy how time flies
Reflecting on the fleeting nature of time
Still hoping to find something
Continuing the search for meaningful experiences
That's worth believing in
Hoping to find something worth believing in
Still desperate to find something
Desperation to find something believable
I can believe in
Still seeking something to believe in
They're talking about feelings
Reiteration of others discussing emotions
But you can't call this shit love
Challenging the authenticity of discussed love again
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