Lyrics
Imma just be honest, I've been struggling
Expressing honesty about personal struggles.
And this ain't gone be something I wanna play for the public
Not willing to share personal issues publicly.
While I've been trynna heal but this heart is not recovering
Struggling to heal, indicating emotional pain.
My skin getting thicker but my blood still bubbling
Physical resilience is increasing, but emotional turmoil persists.
What a troubling group
Reflecting on a troubling situation or emotions.
I don't wanna get in trouble unless the trouble is you
Avoiding trouble unless it involves the person being addressed.
But you're recovering too
Acknowledging the addressee's recovery.
So now club is at two
Referencing a club scene at 2 AM.
Until you asking me who? What? When? Where? And why I be doing this
Responding to inquiries about actions and motives.
I never have a reason but I mean it when I tell you that I never wanna ruin this
Expressing a sincere desire not to ruin the relationship.
Told myself I wouldn't but you see I'm going through with it
Despite initial intentions, deciding to go through with something.
Swear to you I'm done with the clowning and the foolishness
Committing to ending foolish behavior.
I know that these are words and they're less than you deserve
Acknowledging the inadequacy of words compared to the person's worth.
But we know you'll prolly curve and say "You got the nerve"
Anticipating rejection due to perceived nerve.
Yes I do
Affirming the truth of the statements made.
This is true
Reiterating sincerity and commitment.
Cause I don't want this thing it if it isn't me and you
Desiring a genuine relationship with the person.
Cause I know that I've been doing some things that shouldn't be done
Recognizing past mistakes that should not be repeated.
Tears from the eyes will hit air and dry but I'd rather none
Preferring emotional pain over causing tears.
Cause I will never ever go and do that shit again
Vowing not to repeat past mistakes.
And I would rather Rest In Peace than ever be your friend
Expressing a strong preference for peace over friendship.
So let me be the proof and go ahead and make a-
Encouraging reconciliation and making amends.
Go ahead and make amends
Acknowledging mistakes and expressing regret.
I fucked up
Admitting to making a significant error.
Still I hope and pray to God that this shit isn't tough luck
Hoping for a positive outcome despite the mistake.
Putting on a coat when my shirt won't do enough but
Using metaphorical language to describe putting on a brave front.
Thinking in that manor only left me with a hurt gut
Reflecting on negative consequences of past actions.
Rough cuts
Describing the emotional impact of mistakes.
Trynna take a shortcut
Attempting a shortcut with negative consequences.
Only gonna screw me over later in the long run
Acknowledging the potential for negative repercussions.
I don't even know what I was thinking, I was on one
Reflecting on impulsive actions and their consequences.
Letting this one slip, I know for sure I'd be the wrong one
Anticipating regret for letting an opportunity slip away.
I wonder if you'll ever hear this, girl I surely hope
Expressing a hope that the person will listen to the message.
That you know what I mean and what I mean is what I wrote
Emphasizing the sincerity and truthfulness of the message.
I hit your line, you press decline, I'm hanging from a rope
Describing a desperate attempt to communicate and seek forgiveness.
Please let me up, just say what's up, I'll give you what I owe
Requesting a chance to make amends and fulfill obligations.
And if you still not with it, let a friend not be a foe
Expressing a preference for friendship over hostility.
You're really all that matters
Acknowledging the importance of the person addressed.
And I'm sorry for this matter but shit won't be a pattern if you let me just be better for you
Apologizing and expressing a commitment to positive change.
Cause I know that I've been doing some things that shouldn't be done
Reiterating recognition of past mistakes and a desire for improvement.
Tears from the eyes will hit air and dry but I'd rather none
Preferring emotional resilience over causing pain.
This is a letter to you
Confirming that the message is a letter to the person.
This is a letter t-
Repeating the confirmation of the letter's purpose.
This is a letter to you
Concluding the letter, indicating its intended recipient.
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