Lyrics
Third time I'm driving blurry
Expressing driving under the influence, experiencing blurred vision.
Hoping my phone will find the way
Using the phone for navigation, hoping it guides the way.
First lie I never worry
Referring to a lie without concern, possibly reflecting a nonchalant attitude.
Glad I got outside today anyway
Being grateful for going outside despite uncertainties.
Open a window cause there's no doors in this place
Metaphorically emphasizing a lack of escape routes or opportunities in life.
Trying to get clarity reading thrillers from our small bookcase
Seeking clarity by reading thrilling books from a small bookcase.
I'm feeling it out
Exploring or experiencing emotions and situations.
Sometimes I can't be there for you
Acknowledging limitations in being there for someone else.
One half of myself fades away
Feeling a part of oneself diminishing or changing.
Lately when I wanna believe in you
Expressing skepticism or doubt in believing in someone.
I feel I gotta trick myself
Acknowledging the need to deceive oneself, possibly to cope with doubts.
Yeah I gotta trick myself
Reiterating the necessity to trick oneself for emotional stability.
When I lived inside that house
Reflecting on a past living situation, possibly indicating nostalgia.
Remember the christmas lights hung round
Recalling festive decorations, suggesting a specific memory.
I could recall the hour when everything had clicked for me
Remembering a moment when everything became clear or meaningful.
It's hard for me to explain and I feel it won't happen again
Struggling to articulate a unique experience, feeling unlikely to recur.
Terrified of losing that sweet memory
Fearing the loss of a cherished memory or experience.
Sometimes I can't be there for you
Reiterating the difficulty in being fully present for someone.
One half of myself fades away
Continuing to express a sense of self diminishing or changing.
Lately when I wanna believe in you
Expressing doubt or difficulty in believing in someone.
I feel I gotta trick myself
Reiterating the need to deceive oneself for emotional stability.
Yeah I gotta trick myself
Emphasizing the ongoing necessity to trick oneself.
Never gonna kill myself
Asserting a commitment to self-preservation and self-love.
Cause I'm so in love with me
Affirming self-love as a reason not to consider self-harm.
But I wanna feel your world
Expressing a desire to understand the other person's perspective.
Even though I mean nothing
Acknowledging a sense of insignificance or detachment.
Never gonna kill myself
Repeating the commitment to self-preservation and self-love.
Cause I'm so in love with me
Reaffirming self-love as a reason not to consider self-harm.
But I wanna feel your world
Expressing a desire to connect with the other person's world.
Even though I mean nothing maybe
Acknowledging a potential lack of significance but expressing a willingness to connect.
Sometimes I can't be there for you
Reiterating the difficulty in being fully present for someone.
One half of myself fades away
Continuing to express a sense of self diminishing or changing.
Lately when I wanna believe in you
Expressing doubt or difficulty in believing in someone.
I feel I gotta trick myself
Reiterating the need to deceive oneself for emotional stability.
Yeah I gotta trick myself
Emphasizing the ongoing necessity to trick oneself.
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